10/7/2008 7:54:38 PM
Ann, this is a love letter and it is on my mind. We have spent our entire life together. To me and in my eyes, I have never laid eyes on such a beautiful woman and with such a brilliant mind. Over the years, I have given you the gift of my scientific mind and you have not once treaded on that fragile build, always giving back and giving more. I never asked or never cajoled any expectation from you because I felt you were my best friend and had your own life. We were connected and on the most intimate levels but I still saw you as a best friend and what we were doing was so much more than the fact we were in love. Maybe I had been wrong but I wanted to marry before putting down any of my thoughts. As my best friend, I nearly wept to you about how difficult and desperate I had felt with all the problems of being attacked. Most especially was our financial situation and I remembered you constantly telling me how rich you were and how much money you had. In turn, I would ask you to simply wait for me and how I would out due you one day… one day.
I no longer want to out due you; I just want to surrender to you and our best friends’ relationship. We had financial problems and now it feels like a tremendous burden has been lifted and my dreams of marrying are coming true even while we are being attacked and prisoners. I was so happy with my best friend before. It was like a real best friend who always understood and who always would play with you. You spent day and night with me and never turned me away. Now I find out I am married to my best friend and only friend because she does not and will not let go of our love regardless of how dangerous this world becomes for her. I can live with my own dangers; I cannot force you to choose that for your life while I enjoy myself so much with you, my best friend and only friend in this world. That sums it up, if you get teary eyed then that is how it will be. I used to chide you about beating you in the end and now I am not sure if I did or not, it doesn’t feel like it.
We had a lot of financial problems and I had given up and lost faith. I did give up on you and I felt I was a failure because I could not defend you. There is too much danger and I did not want you exposed to this as I had told you over and over. Now our life and our family have been struck with personal tragedy and maybe more to come. It has caused me to explore my deepest emotions and I am sure you have also explored your deepest feelings even if you deny it as just being a good spouse. I celebrate our journey in life but despise the world we live in for this tragedy and burden it has beset on us. You have no idea how happy I truly am. You have no idea how proud I am of you and what you have done. You have no idea how monumental it makes me feel to be with you finally and be able to stand proud and to reclaim our life, one stolen from us by terrorists.
Maybe our love with teach others the importance of love and family. To be touched by it and enriched living in it also. Maybe it will encourage people to appreciate their spouses and to treat them well and with the dignity they deserve and expect. Maybe it will make them feel the hardships and the journey of being man and woman, to dream together and to live one life worth telling and to be truly blessed by both pain and happy in this theater of the absurd and seemingly pain.
Most of all, you have no idea how much I love you Ann and how you have not only become my best and only friend, but the person who wakes up in my bed and smiles back as much or harder than me. This is my best friend who is not really my best friend but much more. That is priceless and worth the price of admission no matter how much more we must suffer for being put in a world where the devil finds their spirit drowning in their own blood. I am and still that man you began life with Ann, I still am just as you are still also in our bliss together.
Alex
IN 2019 CONGRESS SAID TO GTFO OF HIS BIOGRAPHY AND DWELLING! STILL HERE... PULL THE PLUG AND STFU
HOW DO I KNOW YOU ARE THE 911 TERROR PLOTTERS; KNEW THE MUSEUM IS LOCKED AND HAS TO EXIT THE SAME WAY YOU CAME IN; IN YOUR FACE! I BET YOU LOVE TO SPY ON HIGH VALUE TARGETS! I BET WE ARE IN LOVE. I BET HE WON’T MOVE. I BET HE IS A RACIST OR PRETENDING HE IS WHRITE. I BET YOU ARE AUTHORIZED TO SPY ON PEOPLE. I BET YOU CAN HAVE MEETINGS 800-1000 TIMES PER DAY. I BET ALL OF YOU HAVE THE DEATH PENALTY FOR ESPIONAGE AND SPYING SO YOU CAN STAY OPEN OR USE A PUBLIC IMAGE THAT IS NOT YOURS. MILLIONS OF YOU WILL DIE FOR THIS CRIME, I PROMISE; MILLIONS OF YOUR PEOPLE! YOU GET 24-HOURS ONLY, THE END. THAT IS YOUR FATE AND DESTINY, WE ARE EXPECTING YOU! WE ARE NOT PAYING YOUR LEGAL DEBT, NEVER IN A THOUSAND YEARS. IF YOU CALLED HERE OR ATTENDED ANY MEETING-DISRUPTION IN MY BIOGRAPHY; YOU HAVE BEEN TARGETED FOR TERMINATION. WHY? YOU DID NOT RAT OUT YOUR COMRADES. DO WE NEED MORE LIP SERVICE… I DO NOT CLAIM ANY OF YOU ON MY TAXES NOR BENEFICIARIES. I BET YOU ARE OUR LAWYER AND AGREE. I BET YOU WILL PUT THIS ON THE PUBLIC CREDIT CARD OR USE MY PUBLIC IMAGE TO SIGN YOUR PAYCHECKS AND PENSION CHECKS. ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS KILL SEVERAL MILLION OF YOU, UNCONDITIONAL SURRENDER. HOW CAN I MAKE ANY OF YOU A BENEFICIARY, I DO NOT KNOW YOUR NAME OR LEGAL OFFICE; NOTARIZATION. WE KNOW ALL OF YOU STICK TOGETHER AND FIGHT TOGETHER; COMRADES. WHY WOULD A COMRADE GO BACK TO THE SCENE OF THE CRIME AND NOT DO ANYTHING OR SEE ANYTHING; NOT EVEN OTHER COMRADES AT ARMS? WHAT WOULD THE SECRET SERVICE DO, WAIT OUTSIDE OR ORDERS? ONLY DEATH AND DESTRUCTION IS IN YOUR WAY NOW… INSTEAD OF MUTUALLY ASSURED DESTRUCTION (MADD). MORE TEAMMATE-COMRADE CRAP ON THE OTHER END!?! YOU WILL TRY TO LEAVE THE SAME WAY YOU CAME IN; KNOW ALL THE WINDOWS AND DOORS ARE IMPENETRABLE. YOU ALSO KNEW WHO CAME AND WENT THE PAST FORTY YEARS; A FATAL MISTAKE!
ALL OF YOU ARE GUILTY OF COLLECTING INTELLIGENCE IN ORDER TO DEFRAUD THE PUBLIC AND PERSONAL GAIN. NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW TO BE NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS AND YOU FORCE US TO EDUCATE YOU; ATOMIC SPYING. WE ARE FORCED TO DECLARE WAR ON YOU, YOU ONLY GET 24 HOURS. YOU FORCED US TO KILL YOU, DECLARE WAR ON YOU, PLAY LEGAL GAMES, RISK OUR LIFE, ETC. STOP USING MY PUBLIC IMAGE TO STAY OPEN OR SIGN YOUR PAYCHECKS AND PENSION CHECKS; ALL OF YOU HAVE THE DEATH PENALTY. I AM NOT YOUR HUMAN SHIELD. WAR HAS BEEN DECLARED ON YOU FOR REFUSING TO SHUT UP, KEEP AWAY, AND SETTLEMENT (CLOSURE); STILL WASTING OUR TIME AND USING OUR PUBLIC IMAGE FOR YOUR PERSONAL GAIN. KEEP ACTING TOUGH, FIGHTING BACK, OR STAYING OPEN; OUR MISSION NOW IS TO KILL AS MANY OF YOU AS POSSIBLE; NO ESCAPE OR RETIREMENT. WE ARE NOT PAYING YOUR LEGAL DEBTS, WAR WAS DECLARED ON YOU AND OUR MISSION NOW IS TO KILL AND EXTERMINATE YOUR POWER BASE; STILL AN OLD COVERT WAR NOT NEEDING ANY REVISIONS.
NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY OR WHAT YOU DO, WE ARE NOT AND WILL NEVER PAY FOR YOUR LEGAL DEBTS. FURTHERMORE, WE KNOW YOU ARE SNEAKING IN AND ARE PAST OUR WIRES; PERIMETER DEFENSE. THEREFORE, WE DO NOT ACCEPT YOUR TERMS AND REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU SAY OR DO 24-7; WE GO TO WAR WITH YOU AND WILL NEVER PAY YOUR LEGAL DEBTS. STOP FORGING MY NAME ON YOUR PAYCHECKS OR PENSION CHECKS, IT IS FRAUD. OUR MISSION NOW IS SOLELY TO KILL YOU, WELL PAST OUR PERIMETER WIRES AND SOON WILL BE A FULL SCALE WAR. ALL OF YOU DISOBEYED ALL WARNINGS AND ORDERS TO KEEP AWAY. WE DO NOT AND WILL NEVER ACCEPT ANYMORE OF YOUR LIES; YOU ACCEPT THE DEATH PENALTY AND WILL STOP HERE! THE LINE IS IN THE SAND AGAIN… CROSS IT, THERE IS NO GOING BACK! DID HE SUCKER PUNCH YOU OR DID YOU GIVE HIM YOUR LEGAL OFFICE. WHEN, WHERE, AND WHAT DATE? DO YOU KNOW HOW YOU WILL PAY FOR IT OR HIS BIOGRAPHY? IS HE A LETHAL WEAPON AND DOES HE HAVE A LICENSE TO KILL ANY OF YOU WHOLESALE? WHY DO YOU WANT PROOF? HOW MANY OF YOU ATTACKED HIM IN HIS RESIDENCE, MISSION, BATTLESHIP, ETC. WAS HE WITH ANYBODY ELSE? WHO WAS HE WITH? DID YOU THREATEN HIM OR ANYBODY WITH HIM? HOW MANY OF YOU TRIED TO MAKE HIM GO CRAZY OR TWIST REALITY 24-7? WAS IT ONE OR MORE ATTACKERS? WAS HE WITH ANYBODY? DID YOU ADMIT TO KIDNAPPING AND ATTACKING HIM DAILY; MULTIPLE ATTACKERS? SO WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL HIM THIS WAS OVER AND PROVIDE YOUR LEGAL OFFICE? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT WORSE FOR EVERYBODY? YOU DO NOT KNOW IF YOU ARE STRONGER OR WEAKER, A LOOSE CANNON? YOU DO NOT KNOW YOU ARE TOO CORRUPT, YOU ARE TOO GUILTY, YOU GOT SHUTDOWN, YOU ARE LYING, YOU ARE OUT OF CONTROL, ETC. DO YOU KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN SHUTDOWN? THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE LEAST AMOUNT OF TIME AND THE MOST AMOUNT OF TIME; DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE YET? HOW MANY PEOPLE DID YOU RETIRE IN THE LEAST AMOUNT OF TIME AND HOW MANY DID YOU RETIRE IN THE MOST? WE CAN WORK ALL OF YOU TO DEATH AND KICK YOU TO THE CURB, WHY ARE YOU IN ANYBODY’S LIFE ARGUING WITH THEM 24 HOURS A DAY FOR NEARLY FORTY YEARS? YOU DID NOT KNOW HE HAD SOMEONE WITH HIM WHILE YOU DID THIS? YOU DO NOT KNOW YOU ARE 911 TERRORISTS, SCUMBAGS WITH TOTAL CONTROL. HOW MANY OF YOU ATTACKED HIM IN HIS HOME WHILE YOU HAD TOTAL CONTROL, DEATH PENALTY CHARGES ONLY? DID HE TELL YOU IF YOU CAME BACK OR INTO HIS RESIDENCE ONE MORE TIME, HE WOULD TSUNAMI, HURRICANE, OR KILL YOU? DID YOU COME BACK AND DID YOU TRY TO ATTACK HIM WHILE YOU CLAIMED YOU DID NOT KNOW WHAT YOU DID OR WHY? DID HE WORK YOU TO DEATH AND KICK ALL OF YOU TO THE CURB, NO CONTEST? WORTH THE TROUBLE OR $125 BILLION US DOLLARS YOU REFUSE TO PAY IN A TIMELY MANNER? DO YOU HAVE ANY INTENTIONS OF WRITING A BOOK, USING ANY OF THIS MATERIAL, OR PUBLISHING ANY OF HIS COPYRIGHTS; FREE ADVERTISING? WHAT YOU LIKE AND WHAT HE LIKES ARE TWO DIFFERENT MATTERS; GO AWAY AND STAY AWAY, ZERO TOLERANCE.
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MY STORY IS ALREADY WRITTEN, NO CONTEST. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS WRITE YOUR COVERT POLICE AND UNDER THE RADAR SIDE AND LET MY STORY AND SIDE CROWD YOU OUT OR STOMP ON YOU UNTIL YOU ARE DOWN. TAKE A DIVE? TRY AGAIN? IT MUST BE RAPE OR NAKED AGGRESSION, 12,045 DAYS LATER? YOU DO NOT KNOW WHY YOUR MILITARY FUNDING OR MILITARY-INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES WERE UNPLUGGED, SHUTDOWN, KILLED, OR ORDERED OUT OF OUR CHAIN OF COMMAND; YOUR HOME ONLY?
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- My name is Alex. I am the father of both cyber and satellite warfare. I was retired from the US Army at a very young age. Life has been grand I think. I love a girl named "GOO" who I have not seen in over 7 years, I hope to find her again one day. My book, which may end up several books is called "Cyber and Satellite Warfare, By Way of Insanity" will be out soon. It is the last book anyone will need to read. They began as military manuals and transgressed to just a good read. I am the real and authentic father of both cyber and satellite warfare and this is as real as it will ever get. What you are reading are only several chosen chapters out of hundreds of chapters. Specifically, this book was written between 1989 and 1998 while in college and while in my mid twenties. I am in my mid 30s now. I am not sure if I will write a biography, I want to wait and include someone in it, it is boring now. CLICK ON FULL PROFILE FOR MORE READING. Right now we are trying to lock them up and issue the death penalty on all of them.
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