ANN I HAVE A CRISISD AND NEED MEDICAL CARE: WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU AND WHY ARE YOU WASTING TIME AGAIN?

1/26/2009 6:43:21 PM Dear Ann Coulter, I have a bone to pick with you. In 2002 we got in an argument where I said you would not be contacting me ever again and due to bad circumstances; I had to seek some insane solution. Then you had never showed up when I had asked you but you insisted you were in love. It feels like a rescue that refuses to ever occur. You are the least caring girl I have ever been with; the worst. Your words sound the best; your actions are the worst. All you want is to command troops and the way is to possess or keep the leader trophy stuck with you. If you wrote me and told me you need medical care; I would drive all night on my bicycle even if I was married to another woman. That is me and that is far from you; but that is also what you love about me. You are not one of the troops; you only wish to command them or get in the circle.

I have driven a motorcycle all night, in the rain, in freezing weather, and at red line all night for this reason; love. You hung on to this and kept on deciding to stay together; but you only want to be the beneficiary. In 2008 you poured over emotions and expressed a sense of love and compassion which I sort of did not feel was rational behavior from you. But I emailed you and listened until I got attacked and my lines cut off by your horde of barbaric friends or family. I have listened to upset, hurt, and angry boyfriends; attacked by them; listened to them plot my demise and removal; and you seem to find comfort in the lime light. It is all your damn friends and staff. I could take them to court right now and today and really make you worry.

I do not think you are a rational being. I indicated I had been fatally wounded, had legal concerns, needed a lawyer, and needed medical care. I never stated you had to pay for it; I stated I needed your help to either get out of here or to find someone who could be a decent partner or assistant. It has been a long time and like usual it gets really bad with you. You never show up, you play with people’s minds, you claim you are fighting for me or us; you claim you are doing it for me, etc… It never makes sense. You wait for me to leave you. You put so much into it; show so little care; and claim how devastating the matter is because it is so special. How special are you? They tell me you are trash. They tell me you are so hateful and so untrustworthy; so full of lies and deceit.

Now I am forced to cut off everything again. You do not listen and continue to hinder or play with the minds of even someone you have been a life partner to since childhood. I did not ask you to pay for my medical care; I said the fierce fight got me fatally wounded. You were going on dates, running around with men, doing fund raising, going on TV and claiming some experience with me or celestial connection. This is not who I knew and who I met twenty years ago. This is not how I planned life to be or the person I was waiting for. I am showing how twenty years was like with me and how it changes the mind.

Now when I need you the most so I can get urgent medical care; you are nowhere to be seen. I write you and beg you to hurry if you are coming. I write you and ask you to help me get my book published so I can at least start this off. You refuse all the above; no help so I can be self sufficient. So I began to look for a new partner. In the last six months, I have been trying to get urgent medical care but I have to go into a military hospital; I am not able to accomplish this mission by myself. You claim you want to be partners again and this celestial experience.

So for the last six months, I have listened to so many boyfriends telling me you were a tramp, a slut, and how they ran around and had a great time with you. They told me to get lost and I had been warned not to talk to you; but I need you immediately (begged you six months ago to regroup and not continue like this) for Bethesda or Walter Reed because I have combat injuries with your terror plot and friends. So while you take your damn time, travel to Los Angeles, set up some cocktail party with some ex boyfriend in LA, then just burn up more time; I am still sitting here fuming in a stinging head scratching wonder how I am ever going to get the medical care I need.

If you are family or claim this; shouldn’t you be taking care of the essential needs and most especially urgent medical needs? It feels like you are denying any medical care and any progress; but your boyfriends keep contacting me and you love the attention. You pushed me to the edge and as usual; a horrible irrational neglect for your own loved ones. You never show up, you never help, you never ever take meaningful actions, and you spend your time with this swinger life which you claim is not real and BS. You all are nothing but trouble but you want love on your terms. You want love while I have to sit here and wonder how I am going to get to Walter Reed or Bethesda medical centers. You are angry and pissy each and every time you are criticized as unreliable or untrustworthy. I cannot trust you worth crap.

While I need urgent medical care and wait patiently for six years for you to just show up; you are cranky about ex boyfriends bad mouthing you or me believing them. You have the swinger life. You have pleaded and argued incessantly to me to listen and help you with the animals you magnetized. You want me to reach out and fight your fight and I was disgusted; meanwhile I am the one who needs medical care. I never asked you to pay for it and I can imagine your neglecting vision. You want to be loved and are so irrational it is inflaming. You wait for me to join you; but you want me to be the richest, most powerful, or the king of the hill; it is sickening. If I am that powerful and that much of a trophy; I would choose a caring and deserving individual. Someone who shows exemplary and extraordinary qualities; take a look around you and who you chose to surround your life with; such low quality and a total lack of love.

You fly around go to breakfast, lunch, and dinner, etc… you burn off more time and get pissy and cranky if I stop loving you or move on. I need to get to Walter Reed or Bethesda; I need good care and urgent medical care. It is an emergency and crisis. Why are you delaying, why are you having your boyfriends contact me about you or your sex life, why are you flying around and doing TV shows and book tours? Don’t you think your family has suffered enough and needs you? Nobody needs your money but they do need you now. It is an emergency and a crisis; it is not playtime, some TV showmanship to be paraded, time to fly to LA and do lunch with the people behind this.

I am tired of prodding you and pushing you to act or corner you to love when you are the one who wants this so badly. I need a good partner not a Leona Helmsley beauty queen. Your behavior in this entire matter is abhorrent. I am at my wits end with you and your management; you neglect so intentionally those you love while you claim those who are your enemies have your attention and time. You are running around with the enemies, worrying about menial situations, and calling everyday when you know there is crisis and emergency. Your actions produce little results and worsen these boyfriends and attacks. There is delay and mismanagements. I have had to ask another girl if she can help get me to a medical facility and use that relationship to escape this endless delay and lack of care.

Now with the ultimate threat of running off with another person; you feel finally threatened and decide to quit and step down. Your support for the military and your role of being a military spouse is legendary. Everybody should know how many times I have asked you to hurry up, I have a lot of problems, I do not want your money; I am military but I am trapped. You think this is a beauty show while we are in crisis. I have not been to the Dentist for two years; I had to spend almost five thousand in cosmetic dental work after falsely being imprisoned; and once again, you were never there.

There is something wrong with you. I think it is a big fat lie and so do others; but you will not let go and claim your love is so strong you will trade your life in for me. You will and it is true. But how is it that I am sitting here and keep waiting for something that never comes; you never show up in the past. Only six to eight years later you decide to show up as a superstar and claim you are near a breakdown without me. Let’s focus on important things okay; I need to go to Walter Reed or Bethesda for at least a month. I got fatal injuries. The more you wait, the worse it gets. I am disgruntled with you now. I see another woman who wants to jump in and do everything you delay or mismanage. I think another woman can do what takes you five to ten years to do; just show up and be a decent person.

Nobody wants a wife, partner, or an experience with any woman like this. You never showed up before and I moved on; even began to remarry. Now you show up and it is the same crap again. Stop flying around and attending lunch and dinner parties; stop having your boyfriends and this swinger life contact me about you; stop doing TV shows as if you are a tremendous assistant and helper; and stop benefiting so much without the least bit of care or worry. I have never had to beg a partner and girlfriend so much for so little. I am not even asking for money; if I had it, I would be with someone else most likely; that sounds like the trick here. It sounds like a big fat trick of a very sneaky woman; hundreds of apologies for so much irrational wasted time. I do not need to watch another TV interview, I need you to get your butt here; there is crisis. You decide to show up after ten years of waiting and expect a normal life.

If you cannot meet my needs; let me find someone else or a good person who can work hard for real results and real love. You are so irrational it makes me loose my mind and wonder what is wrong with you and why you want me to love you back. So far, besides almost getting killed making millions off my work; you have been worthless as a partner and love. All you do is go on TV and take the credit or attend parties in my name only. Now I have to figure out how to get this medical care I need because we have been a fierce battle, are trapped, and have crisis; it is not celebration and dinner party for swingers. I am not interested in or wish to be part of this swinger lifestyle. You are the soccer mom who has a new murder plot by your closest friends every month, not me. I hate their guts and this terror and communist plot. They think I am their friend and you are some bridge and diplomat. I stopped the terror plots on you and me. Now it is just the main ones, your close friends. You have good tastes in friends. You are empowering the wrong people and I must take steps to cut my voice out of yours. Your people have trampled on the Constitution and you empower them and turn your backs.

Let me give you one example of trying to deal with you. I asked you to give me a ride and pick me up one time and you said you were. I asked where you were and you said New York. New York and Virginia is a really far distance. It is better to just say “no” or “I am in New York, sorry.” I went and asked a Sergeant for a ride and to pick me up for ship off because you could not make it. Do you remember that? It was in 1990 when I went into the Army after we talked about returning to college or not. I was mad when you never showed up and asked why you did not show up. I was mad when you did not show up at the bars in the late 1990s and now you come storming in like the cavalry. It is a god damn curse to drive someone crazy or make them hate you; it is endless complaints and you saying “I’ll fix it Alex, just give me a chance.” I have never been with a woman like this and it is insane.