ANN YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE IN HIDING AND DID NOT GO TO THIS DINNER. DID YOU LIE TO ME? WHO DO YOU LIKE THERE? THEY SAY "WE TOLD YOU" AND HOW YOUR ENEMIES ARE PROTECTING ME, ARE YOU THE ENEMY? ANN STOP PLAYING ALONG WITH THEM AND ME. "THEY" SAID THEY ARE IN CHARGE AND NOW IN CHARGE OF MY LIFE ALSO BECAUSE OF YOU. THEY WANT ME TO STOP AND SAID THEY CANNOT BE CHARGED FOR ANYTHING ABOUT YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE...
Monday, May 11, 2009 Ann, I finally felt things were going to get back to normal between you and me. Hannity was beginning to show some let up after all the threats. Rush finally figured out he had no chance. You and me, after all of those nights of you trying to explain and all the work I had been doing for you finally was paying off. You did not like it when I said, "is this drinking buddies and dinners going to be a problem in the future?" All you said was "they shared a dinner table together" and made no comments as if you were upset with me.
So I finally felt things were looking up. I was hitting back and making huge gains winning back your reputation and life. Things went from me being pissed off with you to at least me understanding. You had gotten hurt by my reaction and rejection of what you got entangled in. I told you Ann, I am overwhelmed by your problem and my problem at the same time. Things did not right. I told you how Hannity and a few others are fighting for you and the message you were sending cancelled out the work and gains I was getting. They increased the pressure on me when they once said I was stalking you and you agreed while I hit back and was your lawyer. Remember why politico.com cancelled 50 accounts and how you handled the humiliation of this ordeal?
I thought things were finally settling down and a lot of ground won back. You said you did not play in their hands and I had found out you went to dinner with all of these guys you told me you had a problem with. It was what they told me which was disturbing. In their minds, it was so much more than a dinner. Meanwhile, they said to get lost and for me to show some proof to them. I left that up to you and you waited and waited so long while I said to just tell them; so they invited you to massive things and I said screw this. You are having the time of your life.
Then you went into panic mode and was in LA, Rush was tracking you; Sean was making derranged comments. I had no idea where you were or who you were with; I will probably never know. Someone released dinner video of you and I was like; thank you again Ann Coulter! It just does not stop so I asked you to make a statement to me, show your true colors. That is your problem, show your true colors, not hide them to me. Who are you hiding from? So I knew they lost your tracks and were trying to pick it up.
Now you show up at the TIME dinner party with just about everybody on your enemy list. Just when you and I had gotten so far and just when things finally normalize it collapses. Do I think you had an steamy night? No. Do I think you were in danger? Yes. Was I worried? Yes. Will I ever find out? Probably not. One minute you wish to impress me by throwing it on the line and risking your life. The next you are traveling with Billary Maher and in a fierce battle with the Clintons. This is about me and I am sorry if they snatched me and decided they want me for their family while you were fighting them over the matter. So you finally called and said to me how scared you were and I actually felt really bad and could not deny you were and are my best friend and how I spent my entire life with you.
I did not know you were still dating and had the door open? Ann, I am doing a lot of work for you. If you are a slave driver, then say so. I am not getting paid and it is bad when you are traveling around with other men or I am looking at video or pictures of you at dinner with other men. You tell me it is all lies and I am still resolving it. You tell me you were in danger. You told me they ruined your reputation. So now they are on their best behavior? So now they are not ruining your reputation? But look at us. Look what this fight did to you and me. I asked and made you mad when I said, "is this going to be a problem in the future" and it seems as if it is and will be. I am not saying you cheat or a blatant swinger, but I am saying how I was not waiting for you to come home or come get me and take me out to thank me.
I know what you will say. Alex we will have the rest of our life and they want to be seen with me. Alex, I will be living day and night with you, what is one night. Alex, it is just meaningless. Then why did you have to go to concerts or dinners when I did? Why do you have to have a parallel life with me? Can you tell me? You have not even thanked me and I do not get a red cent for doing this Ann. I am not trying to impress you. I think we were salvaging your marriage and our life. I know you feel sorry and I know you feel scared how I will react or if I will get even by hurting you. I know you feel so comfortable. My complaint is you do not take the initiative. It is the same story Ann. If I got engaged you would freak and go on an tantrum. You would have to win me back and throw your life in cahoots to turn it around. Then when I come back or am here; you have to go to dinner with men you call your stalkers.
Maybe my head is going to explode and maybe I deserve to be punished for working on your side but at least thank me because I do not get a red cent while you pay loads of money for protection and get yourself in this mess and I have to clear it up. Did I explain what happened to me? Now you said you were scared and I said it is okay. I asked you if you went to the Time party and you said no. You said you were in hiding and did not want to be seen. You told me you were scared and asked me to love you and I did.
Where did I go wrong Ann? Can you please tell me as best friends where and when I went wrong? Why do I worry and why is this so messed up? You want me to love you as who you are and it is not as if I feel appreciated with you thanks to all the money you pay for protection and security. I turned your life around and I get to feel the sting of your life. You told me you were in hiding. You said the Lincoln Center was an open complaint with Andrew Stein. You told me you were scared and I said, they are looking for you. Did you have to show up this way if what you said was true to me?
All kinds of problems Ann. It gets okay and then worse, then okay again. It is never stable. The video at the LA dinner at least showed you by yourself while they said how they had exclusive lunch and time with you. I nearly puked at the stuff they said to me. Then I have to listen to you cry and tell me how scared you are in this world without me and how happy you are with me. Wow, step on my life and me more Ann. Win me and then step all over me.
Ann you told me that all those years; you were scared of messing our love life up and while I was trying to figure out what was going on; you felt left out and went to identical events. You admit you felt left out and had to go to dinner or dates. Now you got my attention. I told you I do not and would not be cruel to these people any longer. I think they learned their lesson. I think they know they have no chance with either of us. Now, didn't you just tell me about how you felt stepped on and was waiting for me? Who is who here? Okay so you beat me. You got more guys and dates? I am not trying okay and just waiting for you. Ann, I am waiting for you now. I do not talk to girls or date. I am waiting for you.
Why are you now making me hang on while you make me wait longer? I am mad for making me wait so long. I am waiting for you for the first time. This is the first time, did I lose? I just complained about threats to you and threats to my family resulting from your love life or lack of one. I am your love life. I am waiting for you Ann, should I leave or take off? I asked to show your true colors and I have never said I think you will cheat or sleep with a man or mentioned sex. You did. So now I am with you and waiting, you are going to step all over me and my life? You will make me hurt for loving you or do you feel hurt? I have stopped Ann but you have not. I am waiting for you as always and telling you to hurry up.
HURRY UP for the last 100 times and a full decade. HURRY UP ANN I AM WAITING AND HAVE BEEN WAITING. HOW MUCH LONGER AND WHY DON'T YOU THANK ME INSTEAD OF MAKING THIS HARDER. it is hard to blame or put the blame on these men for wrecking your life when you are consenting and an active participant. At least I was kidnapped and I am waiting but I am not happy always bellyaching. I have never acted ridiculous with women and refuse to okay. Can you please stop? Why were you so scared and what did you do to ruin things?
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