THIS SUMS UP OUR CHILDHOOD AND HOW WE MET A LONG TIME AGO

11/10/2008 1:21:27 AM

11/10/2008 1:21:27 AM

Our life part 1: What it was like growing up together... WHY IS MY BOOK SO DIFFICULT TO PRINT?

(FORREST GUMP VIDEO)

What it was like going through life together: Part 2, How life was supposed to turn out (sort of): Jen is actually supposed to be my life and my wild youth. Kids always play games of secrets and this is how Ann and I played our games. The movie came out at the time of my graduation and also military service. Although Ann and I knew each other prior to 1988, I was in a relationship and destined to marry after HS. Ann and I pretty much were inseparable by 1989 and have been ever since. She helped me go through that breakup and ever since my life has stabilized and skyrocketed; that is Ann. She taught me manners and etiquette and the finer things women see in men. Ann finally contacted me in 1989 and knew about my entire life prior to 1988 from family friends. I entered the military in 1990 months after Ann and I tied the knot. That was a long time ago.

We had discussed whether or not I was to return to computer science (ranked @ top 5 at Va Tech and entered as a sophmore 1st year). Personal problems ended my computer career and my health declined. Ann pulled me out and then selfishly grabbed me. Ranked as a sophmore in computer science already, the military had a special program for electrical engineering with real satellites. I jumped at the opportunity. The other plan was a two year stint with the Marines and then back to computer science class. I was really good with computers being only one of two people who were able to do the lab "pop test" programs in less than 15 minutes. They give you only 15 mins to write a full program. Only myself and one other person had a perfect record, we had a mutual talent. They gradually increase the difficulty to impossible to see who can hang in there; I was number 2. The other guy was number 1 in the entire dorm or college of 22,000 students. There were a lot of problems at this time, things were messed up.

War broke out immediately, kiss CS goodbye (I do miss it). From 1989 to 1993 I underwent intense training with both military and federal agents on a one on one basis. This is how I received five martial arts and expert marksmanship in just about every weapon in this world. The Army was great but integration placed the worst in our squad and fights erupted daily with myself and the other Sgts. in flight school. It is a long story and a worthy one to be told one day.

From 1989 to 2005 there are virtually no pictures of myself and very few of Ann (private pictures). We used to work out a lot and it is a shame those years passed. Do not believe the reports on her, she used disinformation because they are and were stalking her and writing lies about her personal life. It drove them nuts and to a near homocidal rage. Now that rage is being returned on us by harassment when nobody wishes to talk to these people, nor do they care to ask. Even if Ann has been with one guy her entire life, they were not able to get that right still. She ran circles around their surveillance and stalking.

On my end it was not the case; I never got a chance and was captured early by the left and the communists who in a fit of rage and wanted blood. They felt we would lead them to some right wing conspiracy or the SDI program. So here we are now. The clips are allegory, metaphors, and representations to be symbolic of mostly my life; you read the meaning into them and it is near perfect symbolism. My life changed for the worse in 1998 and has not recovered until 2008 when Ann found me online. I posted this blog and she must have seen it. I was bruised, beat up, and waiting to be an exile to leave the country. Ann was in bad shape herself and my life had stopped completely in 1998. Talent and intelligence can be a curse by those who are evil.

If I have ever won any award or medal, then I choose to just give them to Ann in protest and disgust with this world. Me, I am the type to farm and just raise children. That is just me. I have always had a strong impulse to marriage and family. Don't talk to me and tell me about how kind you are and how valuable I am to you. My life has been hell since 1998 and I am made to feel overwhelmed by communists and liberals. My goal is to put each and every one responsible for this behind bars for their remaining life. I hope they understand that. I blame Clinton, Bush and most of all Barrack Obama; these individuals feel they are superior when they are a true jackass. They have nothing to offer and take everything from others.