10/7/2008 7:54:38 PM
Ann, this is a love letter and it is on my mind. We have spent our entire life together. To me and in my eyes, I have never laid eyes on such a beautiful woman and with such a brilliant mind. Over the years, I have given you the gift of my scientific mind and you have not once treaded on that fragile build, always giving back and giving more. I never asked or never cajoled any expectation from you because I felt you were my best friend and had your own life. We were connected and on the most intimate levels but I still saw you as a best friend and what we were doing was so much more than the fact we were in love. Maybe I had been wrong but I wanted to marry before putting down any of my thoughts. As my best friend, I nearly wept to you about how difficult and desperate I had felt with all the problems of being attacked. Most especially was our financial situation and I remembered you constantly telling me how rich you were and how much money you had. In turn, I would ask you to simply wait for me and how I would out due you one day… one day.
I no longer want to out due you; I just want to surrender to you and our best friends’ relationship. We had financial problems and now it feels like a tremendous burden has been lifted and my dreams of marrying are coming true even while we are being attacked and prisoners. I was so happy with my best friend before. It was like a real best friend who always understood and who always would play with you. You spent day and night with me and never turned me away. Now I find out I am married to my best friend and only friend because she does not and will not let go of our love regardless of how dangerous this world becomes for her. I can live with my own dangers; I cannot force you to choose that for your life while I enjoy myself so much with you, my best friend and only friend in this world. That sums it up, if you get teary eyed then that is how it will be. I used to chide you about beating you in the end and now I am not sure if I did or not, it doesn’t feel like it.
We had a lot of financial problems and I had given up and lost faith. I did give up on you and I felt I was a failure because I could not defend you. There is too much danger and I did not want you exposed to this as I had told you over and over. Now our life and our family have been struck with personal tragedy and maybe more to come. It has caused me to explore my deepest emotions and I am sure you have also explored your deepest feelings even if you deny it as just being a good spouse. I celebrate our journey in life but despise the world we live in for this tragedy and burden it has beset on us. You have no idea how happy I truly am. You have no idea how proud I am of you and what you have done. You have no idea how monumental it makes me feel to be with you finally and be able to stand proud and to reclaim our life, one stolen from us by terrorists.
Maybe our love with teach others the importance of love and family. To be touched by it and enriched living in it also. Maybe it will encourage people to appreciate their spouses and to treat them well and with the dignity they deserve and expect. Maybe it will make them feel the hardships and the journey of being man and woman, to dream together and to live one life worth telling and to be truly blessed by both pain and happy in this theater of the absurd and seemingly pain.
Most of all, you have no idea how much I love you Ann and how you have not only become my best and only friend, but the person who wakes up in my bed and smiles back as much or harder than me. This is my best friend who is not really my best friend but much more. That is priceless and worth the price of admission no matter how much more we must suffer for being put in a world where the devil finds their spirit drowning in their own blood. I am and still that man you began life with Ann, I still am just as you are still also in our bliss together.
Alex
IN 2019 CONGRESS SAID TO GTFO OF HIS BIOGRAPHY AND DWELLING! STILL HERE... PULL THE PLUG AND STFU
ALL OF YOU CAN TERRORIZE AND WAGE WAR ON WHOMEVER YOU WANT IN COURT, ALL OF YOU ARE ARRESTED AND CONVICTED. YOU CAN ALSO TERRORIZE TRUMP AND ANN, EVEN OTHER PRESBYTERIANS IN COURT. YOU CAN EXPRESS YOUR OPINIONS ABOUT THERESA, EMILY, OR AIMEE IN COURT; HOW I WENT SOLO IN 1990 AND WAS WEARING A WIRE. NONE OF YOU SAW OR CAME FORWARD ABOUT WHO RACKED UP $125 BILLION US DOLLARS AFTER THEY KIDNAPPED AND WAS STALKING AN AUTHOR WHOM WROTE HIS AUTOBIOGRAPHY AND YOUR COVERT BIOGRAPHY. NONE OF YOU COMBAT VETERANS WHOM ARE RETIRED WITH PENSIONS, EVEN COOPERATED OR CAME FORWARD. THEREFORE, IT IS 100-FELONIES PER CALL NOW, THE HAVE AND THE HAVE NO BRAKES YET; YOU CAN TERRORIZE, PROTECT, OR WAGE WAR IN COURT ONLY; LEGAL OFFICE IN 24 HOURS IF YOU WANT TO AVOID FURTHER CRIMINAL CHARGES AFTER 24 HOURS IN THE PUBLIC DOMAIN AND MEDIA.
THE TRUTH IS YOU ASKED A LOT OF STUPID QUESTIONS, NO CONTEST. THIS IS WHY THERE ARE TWO WORLDS, TWO DESTINIES, TWO SIDES, AND ONLY ONE WINNER. SOME PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS DOING WHT THEY SHOULD BE DOING WHILE OTHERS ARE NOT DOING AS THEY SHOULD, SUCH AS THEIR JOB DUTIES. IF YOU ARE NOT SURE, DIE INSTEAD OF ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS AND WASTING OUR TIME. YOU DID NOT CONFESS TO THE CRIME YET? YOU DID NOT COVER UP THE CRIME YET? YOU DID NOT USE YOUR POLICE POWER TO POLICE YOURSELF YET? YOUR POLICE WORK IS HORRENDOUS, 24 HOURS ONLY? YOU REFUSED TO PAY OR SURRENDER, NOT SURE WHY? IT IS MUCH BETTER TO KILL YOU THAN TO LET YOU KEEP DIGGING YOUR GRAVES? WE AGREE ON THIS TOO NOW, FORTY YEARS TOO LATE? MAKE SURE YOU LOOK IN THEIR FACES AND ASK IF THEY TRULY THINK THEY ARE TOUGH BEFORE BLOWING THEIR BRAINS OUT; F’IN TRAITOR! FOR CONTAMINATING OUR MIND FOREVER! THE BOTTOM LINE IS YOU ARE WASTING A LOT OF OUR TIME AND OUR TIME IS NOT FREE OR FOR YOU ONLY; LEGAL OFFICE ONLY. NONE OF YOU REFUSED TO PROVIDE YOUR LEGAL OFFICE ONLY? IT GETS WORSE; ADD ONE MORE CALL AND DAY, $125B USD USING UP OUR TIME! WE ARE NOT PAYING YOUR LEGAL BILLS OR YOUR POLICE WELFARE STATE; A RUTHLESS AND CORRUPT POLICE STATE ON THE LAMB. WHO WANTS BIRTH CONTROL THE MOST AND WHY? WE BOTH WANT TO BE POPULAR. WE BOTH ARE TRYING TO RETIRE. WE BOTH WANT PEACE. WE BOTH ARE MENTALLY ILL. WE BOTH ARE BEING JUDGED. WE BOTH ARE NO CONTEST, IMMORTAL AND BULLETPROOF. BOTH SIDES ARE MORAL COMPASSES, NO WAY OUT. WE BOTH HAVE WON, TRAPPED. WE BOTH WANT TO BE RUSSIANS OR WORK WITH “HIM.” WE ARE NOT THE POLICE AND WE ARE NOT IN THIS TOGETHER, TAXES AND LEGAL BILLS. WE BOTH HAVE THE AUTHORITY TO TAX, NO MORAL COMPASS OR SCRUPLES. NONE OF YOU SAW ANY OF THIS YET! YOU WERE TOO BUSY TRYING TO WIN AND FORGOT TO TELL THE TRUTH? YOUR POLICE WORK IS ONLY TO IMPROVE YOUR CHANCES OF LOSING, NO CONTEST! IT WAS A GAMBLE THAT NOT ONLY FAILED; IT GOT YOU TOTALLY DESTROYED ON US SOIL. PLEAD GUILTY AND DIE, NO CONTEST OR A $125B US DOLLAR PRICE TAG! WE CANNOT SILENCE OR GET RID OF THEM ANYMORE, FOREVER! THEY DO NOT SEE MURDER, THEY ONLY SEE WAR OR SEX!
YOU DO NOT AND NEVER=EVER HOOK UP YOUR BRAIN OR YOUR COMPUTER TO THE HIGHEST CLEARANCES ON EARTH. EVEN IF YOU ARE DIRT STUPID, YOU CANNOT COME NEAR OR HOOK UP YOUR USELESS COMPUTERS OR LIFE TO ANYBODY ELSE. OTHERWISE, YOU MUST SUBMIT A FINANCIAL PLAN TO PAY BACK YOUR WAR CRIMES AND YOUR LEGAL DEBTS, STARTING WITH YOUR LEGAL OFFICE AND $125B USD. THIS IS WHY NONE OF YOU ARE CERTIFIED AND ALL OF YOU GOT BUSTED, TRAPPED AND CAUGHT.
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MY STORY IS ALREADY WRITTEN, NO CONTEST. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS WRITE YOUR COVERT POLICE AND UNDER THE RADAR SIDE AND LET MY STORY AND SIDE CROWD YOU OUT OR STOMP ON YOU UNTIL YOU ARE DOWN. TAKE A DIVE? TRY AGAIN? IT MUST BE RAPE OR NAKED AGGRESSION, 12,045 DAYS LATER? YOU DO NOT KNOW WHY YOUR MILITARY FUNDING OR MILITARY-INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES WERE UNPLUGGED, SHUTDOWN, KILLED, OR ORDERED OUT OF OUR CHAIN OF COMMAND; YOUR HOME ONLY?
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- My name is Alex. I am the father of both cyber and satellite warfare. I was retired from the US Army at a very young age. Life has been grand I think. I love a girl named "GOO" who I have not seen in over 7 years, I hope to find her again one day. My book, which may end up several books is called "Cyber and Satellite Warfare, By Way of Insanity" will be out soon. It is the last book anyone will need to read. They began as military manuals and transgressed to just a good read. I am the real and authentic father of both cyber and satellite warfare and this is as real as it will ever get. What you are reading are only several chosen chapters out of hundreds of chapters. Specifically, this book was written between 1989 and 1998 while in college and while in my mid twenties. I am in my mid 30s now. I am not sure if I will write a biography, I want to wait and include someone in it, it is boring now. CLICK ON FULL PROFILE FOR MORE READING. Right now we are trying to lock them up and issue the death penalty on all of them.
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