10/7/2008 7:54:38 PM
Ann, this is a love letter and it is on my mind. We have spent our entire life together. To me and in my eyes, I have never laid eyes on such a beautiful woman and with such a brilliant mind. Over the years, I have given you the gift of my scientific mind and you have not once treaded on that fragile build, always giving back and giving more. I never asked or never cajoled any expectation from you because I felt you were my best friend and had your own life. We were connected and on the most intimate levels but I still saw you as a best friend and what we were doing was so much more than the fact we were in love. Maybe I had been wrong but I wanted to marry before putting down any of my thoughts. As my best friend, I nearly wept to you about how difficult and desperate I had felt with all the problems of being attacked. Most especially was our financial situation and I remembered you constantly telling me how rich you were and how much money you had. In turn, I would ask you to simply wait for me and how I would out due you one day… one day.
I no longer want to out due you; I just want to surrender to you and our best friends’ relationship. We had financial problems and now it feels like a tremendous burden has been lifted and my dreams of marrying are coming true even while we are being attacked and prisoners. I was so happy with my best friend before. It was like a real best friend who always understood and who always would play with you. You spent day and night with me and never turned me away. Now I find out I am married to my best friend and only friend because she does not and will not let go of our love regardless of how dangerous this world becomes for her. I can live with my own dangers; I cannot force you to choose that for your life while I enjoy myself so much with you, my best friend and only friend in this world. That sums it up, if you get teary eyed then that is how it will be. I used to chide you about beating you in the end and now I am not sure if I did or not, it doesn’t feel like it.
We had a lot of financial problems and I had given up and lost faith. I did give up on you and I felt I was a failure because I could not defend you. There is too much danger and I did not want you exposed to this as I had told you over and over. Now our life and our family have been struck with personal tragedy and maybe more to come. It has caused me to explore my deepest emotions and I am sure you have also explored your deepest feelings even if you deny it as just being a good spouse. I celebrate our journey in life but despise the world we live in for this tragedy and burden it has beset on us. You have no idea how happy I truly am. You have no idea how proud I am of you and what you have done. You have no idea how monumental it makes me feel to be with you finally and be able to stand proud and to reclaim our life, one stolen from us by terrorists.
Maybe our love with teach others the importance of love and family. To be touched by it and enriched living in it also. Maybe it will encourage people to appreciate their spouses and to treat them well and with the dignity they deserve and expect. Maybe it will make them feel the hardships and the journey of being man and woman, to dream together and to live one life worth telling and to be truly blessed by both pain and happy in this theater of the absurd and seemingly pain.
Most of all, you have no idea how much I love you Ann and how you have not only become my best and only friend, but the person who wakes up in my bed and smiles back as much or harder than me. This is my best friend who is not really my best friend but much more. That is priceless and worth the price of admission no matter how much more we must suffer for being put in a world where the devil finds their spirit drowning in their own blood. I am and still that man you began life with Ann, I still am just as you are still also in our bliss together.
Alex
IN 2019 CONGRESS SAID TO GTFO OF HIS BIOGRAPHY AND DWELLING! STILL HERE... PULL THE PLUG AND STFU
THEY CLAIM THEY STILL HAVE ARREST POWERS, NO LIABILITIES YET! IT IS ABOUT THEIR RETIREMENT FUND, INVESTORS. NOW THEY ALL CLAIM THEY ARE GETTING HIRED REMOTELY, SAME OFFICE AND SAME PEOPLE. NOTE, IT IS THE SAME PHONE AND THE SAME EMPLOYER; IN ORDER FOR THE PIECES TO FIT. THEY DID NOT GET HIRED. THEIR EMPLOYER DID NOT STAY OPEN. THEY DID NOT PAY A DAMN DIME YET. THEY ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BE REMOTELY IN CONTROL OR GOT HIRED AGAIN. IT IS THE SAME TERROR CELL AND DOMESTIC SPY RING, SAME TOP BRASS AND SAME PARTY, “NOBODY WILL HELP HIM… HE FELL THROUGH THE CRACKS… WE ARE SO WANTED.” NONE OF THEM CAN DO THEIR JOBS OR TELL THE TRUTH, THE END. EXECUTE AND SHUT ALL OF THEM DOWN… ZERO TOLERANCE. YOU CAN STAY OPEN, RUN FOR OFFICE, RETIRE AND GET A PENSION, CONTINUE ON THIS MISSION BREAKING AND ENTERING, HIRE OR FIRE BASED ON YOUR SEXUAL PRVILEGES, COME INTO THE RESIDENCE OF ANYBODY, OR SINGLE OUT THE BEST IN THE WORLD AND KIDNAP THEM WHILE YOU HOLD THEM HOSTAGE FOR YOUR GETAWAY OR SCRIPTED ENDING. NOBODY IS ON DUTY TO DESTROY YOU OR STOP YOU, NO LIABILITIES OR WORRIES. ARE YOU A CONGRESS WOMAN NOW OR PRESIDENT, A GIGANTIC PUSSY NOBODY WANTS? WE DID NOT KNOW YOU WERE GOING TO KILL MY MOM IN 1975 NOR WHAT YOU WERE UP TO; MASTER PLAN AND DATE OF HIRE! YOU HAVE NO LIABILITIES, CAN COME AND GO AS YOU PLEASE. WHAT DO I HAVE TO PROVE THAT YOU DO NOT WANT TO ADMIT, ANYTHING? SO FROM 1990-2026 UNTIL FOREVER, YOU DO NOT WANT TO ADMIT YOU OWE $125 BILLION IN LEGAL DEBTS AND HAVE NO BRAKES? HOW DO WE KNOW THIS WITH CERTAINTY AND HOW DO WE KNOW YOU ARE THE DEVIL, GODLESS, OR TOTALLY GUILTY; NO CONTEST? IN ORDER TO COVER UP A CRIME OR CRIME SPREE, YOU MUST LIE, CHEAT, AND STEAL. DID YOU GET CAUGHT FOR LYING, CHEATING, AND STEALING; NO CONTEST AND COPYRIGHTED?
EXPLAIN TO ME HOW YOU CAN ARREST SOMEONE IF YOU HAVE NO LEADERSHIP, NO ACCOUNTABILITY, AND NO CLUE WHAT IS GOING ON? ANOTHER FIST FIGHT OR MORE LIP SERVICE, PUT UP YOUR DUKES? DID YOU COMMIT SLANDER OR FAR WORSE THAN SLANDER; DEATH PENALTY CHARGES AND PURE SUICIDE ON DUTY 24-7? I MUST MISSED THE PART WHERE YOU ARE OUR STAFF AND DID NOT STOP THEM; DO YOU NEED A BACKGROUND CHECK OR OUR MASTER PLAN? CHOOSE, A KATRINA OR A BULLET TO THE BRAIN, PURE SUICIDE! DID WE OPEN THE DOOR FOR YOU OR SLAMMED IT INTO YOUR FAT UGLY F’IN FACES? YOU ARE NOT STUPID, YOU ARE BETTER OFF DEAD. FURTHERMORE, I DON’T JUDGE PEOPLE BY THEIR IQ, I JUDGE THEM BASED ON THE COLOR OF THEIR SKIN, YOU CALL IT FRIENDS.
DO YOU NEED ME OR ONLY MY COPYRIGHTED BIOGRAPHY TO COMMIT A FELONY, THE CRIME OF THE CENTURY? DO YOU NOW WHY OR THE PRICE TAG IF YOU FAIL, THE LEGAL LIABILITIES? DO YOU KNOW IF WE ARE WEARING A WIRE AND WHY, KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING AND ARE TRYING TO ORGANIZE AGAINST YOU FOR WW3, THE FINAL SHOWDOWN ON EARTH? YOU ARE THE BEST MAN FOR THE JOB AND FURTHERMORE, YOU KNOW YOU STOLE IT AND HAVE TO GIVE IT BACK, TOO MANY LIABILITIES TO CONTINUE. NO CONTEST IS PURE SUICIDE BUT YOU SCRIPTED AND HIJACKED THE ENDING IN ORDER TO STAY OPEN OR RUN FOR OFFICE, A COVERT PLOT TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD USING POLITICS AND THE JUDICIAL BRANCH. YOUR GOAL IS NOT ONLY BANK ROBBERY, IT IS TO STEAL OUR WAR COFFERS AND ERASE ALL THE LIABILITIES; A WEB OF LIES ONLY AT YOUR WORKPLACE. LEGAL OFFICE ONLY, YOU ALL MUST GO INTO COURT AND ADMIT YOU ARE WRONG; FACING SHUTDOWN AND FULL INSOLVENCY BY CORRUPTION AND PUBLIC EXPOSURE. YOU ARE MY LITERATURE OR ENGLISH TEACHER AND YOUR RACE WRITES A LOT OF BOOKS ON THE PRIVATE SECTOR; A CULTURE OF ACADEMICS AND BOOKS?
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MY STORY IS ALREADY WRITTEN, NO CONTEST. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS WRITE YOUR COVERT POLICE AND UNDER THE RADAR SIDE AND LET MY STORY AND SIDE CROWD YOU OUT OR STOMP ON YOU UNTIL YOU ARE DOWN. TAKE A DIVE? TRY AGAIN? IT MUST BE RAPE OR NAKED AGGRESSION, 12,045 DAYS LATER? YOU DO NOT KNOW WHY YOUR MILITARY FUNDING OR MILITARY-INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES WERE UNPLUGGED, SHUTDOWN, KILLED, OR ORDERED OUT OF OUR CHAIN OF COMMAND; YOUR HOME ONLY?
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- My name is Alex. I am the father of both cyber and satellite warfare. I was retired from the US Army at a very young age. Life has been grand I think. I love a girl named "GOO" who I have not seen in over 7 years, I hope to find her again one day. My book, which may end up several books is called "Cyber and Satellite Warfare, By Way of Insanity" will be out soon. It is the last book anyone will need to read. They began as military manuals and transgressed to just a good read. I am the real and authentic father of both cyber and satellite warfare and this is as real as it will ever get. What you are reading are only several chosen chapters out of hundreds of chapters. Specifically, this book was written between 1989 and 1998 while in college and while in my mid twenties. I am in my mid 30s now. I am not sure if I will write a biography, I want to wait and include someone in it, it is boring now. CLICK ON FULL PROFILE FOR MORE READING. Right now we are trying to lock them up and issue the death penalty on all of them.
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