DEAR GOD AND DEAR ANN COULTER: FEBRUARY 27, 2009

2/27/2009 12:51:36 PM Ann, I do not know if you are lying to me or not. You told me you did not like attending or CPAC. However, it is the biggest social event for conservatives and I suspect a party atmosphere like mardi gras. I have told you how I am a perfectionist, your mission and life mission is true and trustworthy; but it is so obscure and diminutive. I too have a lot of problems in life now. They contradict yours or myself; if you are experimenting, understand I hate liars and I am a perfectionist. I been to these conferences before; it is addictive and you meet a lot of pretty people or potential mates. Do not tell me you hate attending them; you stay there an hour longer than you should and seek out who you wish to meet or get to know. Everybody says you do not care and this is why I am a perfectionist.

You asked me for love and trust. You asked me to believe in you when nobody did and I granted you this; what did I do wrong? Why am I made to suffer or feel I am an idiot? Why do I hate myself? You are asking everybody, what is your crime? I am also, but do not tell me you hate attending this and you do it for only business. If I was there, I would hang out with Ainslie to see how you react or if you even care. I would do the same thing you do and tell you, I hated every moment. This is what they call a total mess and I am or have gotten an adverse reaction to you and your life. Me, I have a good explanation and a armor proof mission in life; you want that and what I am about and it covers up all the scars. I do love you but I have a lot of mixed emotions that grow and grow. You created a role for yourself the moment you said, I love you. I have so many problems now and you do not want me to fail but your life is really bad. I know for a fact you hate yourself and feel the sting so badly by telling me; some not your fault as I had to fight off at least 20 stalkers and kidnappers. They said you were doomed and it was a miracle what I did.