GENETIC SCREW UPS AND CIRCUS OF ADHD PEOPLE WHO CANNOT FOCUS ON LOVE OR THEIR MARRIAGE; CONSTANTLY WANDERING OFF OR WAITING TILL LAST MINUTE, TITANIC,

Rooftop lyrics by Lost Prophets


Last Train lyrics by Lost Prophets


Ann, I know Axl Rose looks like Doug Carter who ended up the lead singer of the same band. They were close friends and wanted me to join but I was skeptical at the time and a little shy. I had other interests and was very active in sports. I know about the Axl Rose thing. This girl who was half Filipino and who met me in college, looked exactly like Stefanie Seymour. Her name was Stefani DelaCruz. About that time there were reports of Guccione in your life and you told me it was to impress me - live this dual life as best friends. It sort of ticked me off and your antics to impress or show off ticks me off. Please stop. Most especially now, I think you may be a total loser. I have this sense of asking you what the hell was going through your mind to pull such a stupid stunt and think I would be impressed?

Remember I used to tell you what I liked and loved about women? Such as strippers and how they handle men or can be so loyal? Or Hooters girls who have to deal with men groping them all the time or trying to be too friendly and not realizing it. Or how married women window shop and constantly look or stare at others with the wandering eyes. You are kind of doing the stripper-customer-bouncer-boyfriend thing. You actually live out some of the stuff I tell you. You must be hyper or something. I realize it involved my life and I used to talk to you about Axl getting his butt whipped; now your idiotic stunts are happening in my own life. Axl Rose and Doug Carter look identical. I was supposed to be the singer for that band and he took the vacancy. The Guccione situation did not impress me but annoyed me even if a Stefanie Seymour look alike was asking if I wanted a blow job and a ride to my car. This is like college and a long time ago; must I be reminded? So I understand how it is messing up my mind; ignore it.

Now this pajamatv and Klavan, Evan, Horowitz, and the radicals you hang out with. I am getting annoyed and if you keep pretending or trying to act Jewish; you might get some laughs and an audience; but it is turning me off and making me really annoyed also. Can you please act like yourself and not in this manner around me? I understand you were seeking opportunities and rose quickly through the ranks; but the act is really annoying and pissing me off. I do not want a Jewish girl and Rush describes you as one. Can you act Christian? Can you be a cool heavy metal rocker like me and stop doing things that end up making me disappointed or annoyed with your male friends? Why can't you focus on what is important to your life? Ever? You wander off and come back years and years ahead. It is like that Forest Gump movie.

They are radical or former radicals. They are writing about and making money chiding others while the cops buy it and read them; like Mark Levin. It is how the Zionist profit on their own organization. I am glad you chose some gay guy or people to throw themselves at your feet; it is a complete nightmare and your wrecking your own life with this act or pretending for laughs. I do not even like it and remember you doing this on your video-DVD. I know it is them and trying to study or butcher up your life. I understand they refuse to leave you alone or keep pestering you about being your number one fan when they are derranged and bizarre. I do not know what to tell you or do; post all their names, addresses, and pictures; then list what their problems are and what they did to you okay. I also know it is the Kennedy-Hannity-Rush-Clinton game going on evolving in your life. All I know is someone said you were dating Andrew Stein and I was really annoyed by that also. They must have watched your DVD and got pissed; such the case now. Bin Hannity is pissed and ready to kill someone; I mean the degree of rage, anger, ferocity, and murderous impulse in this group is pure power and greed. There is nothing else; a pure maniac.

I know what they did was wrong and so injurious to our life; both yours and mine. I know how pissed you were as Stefanie Seymour's look alike tried to give me a blow job or date me. They did not know I was with you or trying to meet you. Also, you were stubborn to show up because the massive attack and recruitment drive. Those are wounds which will not heal. What is more important though; ruining our relationship to get even and piss them off or posting their pictures up and describing what they are doing. At some point you got to stop and I am asking you to stop because I am annoyed also. You have the biggest whores edging on your man wishing to sex him up and be a slave if he joins some terrorist group and rich Zionist organization headed by strong Irish-Catholic families. That would piss me off also and it would hurt not being able to do anything about it; having to chase down and track them. Maybe I am at fault there as well but you took your time and too long to show up. You keep saying you are working as hard as you can.

Now is this New Black Panther and California cell the radicals Bin Hannity keeps mentioning? He says you like to hang out with radicals and I have been focusing on LA, the 1960s, kidnappings, shootouts, and why Alice Hansbarger looks like the North Hollywood shooters. She said she works with retarded kids for Fairfax County. There is a Catholic thread and undercurrent here. Why the Catholic Church and these rampages or shootings, then the Police Chiefs and the unions; I am not sure. We cannot fight everybody Ann and if you keep that mentality; you will fall for that Cold War and Vietnam faux pas of biting off too much. It is too big already and getting bigger; I have to shrink it, magnetize it, and try to eliminate several layers. I do not know; so hold tight and do not grow this or expand this please. Let someone else fight this and worry about the core or the engines; not wander off as you always do; concentrate on the core where the reactions occur. If this has to do with me then tell me.

I am stressed and also stressed with you; I have at least six different crisis or emergencies; neglecting my own life, personal life, and health-welfare at this time. But we are chasing down radical sixties radicals, moles, sleepers, and spies or else they get away and complete this grand master plan and 911 terror plot. I feel you accepted anything and bit too much off; please put the brakes on and realize how stressed I can become with your life and problems. I understand and feel your pain which is identical to my own life; but when you do not hurry and they send an army of whores to throw themselves at me; you will sense that helpless feeling and unable to stop while you watch a predator in action. So they are the leaders or the head of the SDS in California and all of these shootings; such the case with the Black Panthers in the sixties or the bank heists. Focus on what is important to you and stop wandering off in the mall or wander off by yourself. If you cannot then do not drag me through the mall; I am sick of this. There is a complete disaster. I am somehow stuck in the middle of the god damn thing and nobody cares. The only person who cares is you and it is that sensation of Vietnam; I am annoyed and turned off but you cannot focus on what is important, like some ADHD problem. Who?

If you want to act Jewish and be Jewish then do so; but stop trying to be with me or impress me. I am not impressed or enjoy the fence sitting or the you one day and Princess the other; it is very convincing but is a turn off to me. The love slave and sex slave act is every man's dream but maybe that is the advantage Jewish women have or submissive women have; my head is spinning with who you are one day to the next. Focus on what is important and immediate. Do not bite off everything and try to swallow it all or have it all. You cannot piss me off and please this other camp or piss them off and please me. You of all people know this but you do this to oversimplify or overkill our already big disaster. When you have a diaster, chances are big change and starting over is needed. A new start and a new life. Yes I do realize they keep waiting and waiting until total disaster and wish to start over or reset the relationship. I have no idea what to do or say. They wait until the last moment and until disaster occurs. They do not focus on what is important. are you asking me to accept this right now? You are selling this or wish me to accept you or this? You know my answer already and you know I talk about it all the time. It is worse than a total turn off.

You know that is not me, I would never wait till the last minute, the final moment or disaster. I know society is like that and these persecuted religious or the damned is like this; but we cannot fight every single mushroom cloud or mind. They are evil and they do want power; am I to accept you also? Are you talking about others or are you saying you have some problem with you which gives you the power to hang out or tolerate this degree of hostility I get or we get? Maybe the military system is being invaded by this and people get insane by it also. Wait until disaster or the last minute. They always take the first strike and some knee jerk moment in total error. Then they ask if we think they are stupid. Can you please stop it and get rid of it and the people in our life marketing this junk? If you are, then can you admit this so I can just finish my thought? Let me guess, you now are my disappointment and focus of anger? Are you saying women are like this also? So all these people are a bunch of genetic screw ups and morons? Our relationship is about real love; can you focus on it, the core, and not ruin it or have to apologize? I am going insane with all of this genetic screw balls and screw ups.