Wednesday, April 29, 2009 I told Ann Coulter to shut up and go away for the right reasons and had she told me things up front; I would not give her the time of day. Now she is unable to recover and is using her pain to make me love her when I am disgusted with her. She was mistreated but I did not mistreat her. I told her that if hiding her lies and trickery is that expensive, then keep the money. I am through with being angry or dealing with this biological dysfunction of having blind hatred as she calls it. Does she possess uncommon valor? If she does then she better show it quickly and stop having such a great time at the expense of others. She just wants a good assignment and embodies a washed up cop; this is not the military standard and their spy hunters.
This is pepperoni and Chrysler customizing their products for a reason. It is not a bad product but it is not a world class sports car. It is old style and old hard liner style Republicanism where high quality work and poor quality intersect with no apologies. I am sick of being angry and upset with myself because of Ann or feeling embarrassed and a liar with no apologies. I am sick of the fact she needs therapy and causes so much grief while I tell her to shut up and go away for the right reasons. If it is that important to her, then keep the money and stop making life hell for others. It is not only her at fault, they did abuse her and they did tell her to shut up and go away. She did swim in the sewage but it was not courage, honor, integrity, or power. It is not because of things I would like to admire and love myself.
Would I do her dirty work? No. Would I try to get rich doing it? No. Do I care if she does it? No. Do I want to sign aboard her train wreck? No. Is she using my good name to market it? Yes. Are people mad at her and feel a better or more deserving person should be there? Yes. Do I agree with them? Yes. Is Ann ridiculous sometimes? Yes. She thinks having all these so called boyfriends, secret dinners, paling around, and secret pretend affairs is proof of her womanhood and power; what Hannity calls a cougar. To him it is real and to her it is how powerful and strong she is. Hey, go and knock each other out or knock each other up for the right or wrong reasons; nobody cares. Hey why don't they both shut up and just go away and stop torturing us all with this murder plot and who is more gullible. I can trace how many times Ann walked into an ambush, how many times she hit a wall, how many retaliations she tried, and how many times she just skirted the whole matter entirely. Not a good record. To do this job or her job you have to be as nuts and as bone insane as who you are up against; boy are they all dysfunctional, insane, and exist so lovingly in total madness.
Ann just had the time of her life and all these memories to cherish her career and all the great moments with terrorists and spies and that is her legacy. That is what I have to cope with and it is not some special breed or uncommon valor; it is a dark and terrible side of human reality where survival and family drive you to do things nobody else would. Had she been my sister and best friend, I would give her a spectacular and A rating. As a wife and a lover, something and someone to love back, I would give her a F or a D flunking grade. She can choose which one of those she wants but as far as I know she can keep the money if it means that much to her. That is twice I came up with conclusion and this drags out longer and longer because of her while some reckoning is going to arrive for her. We do not hear her mom argue with her dad about these matters. We do not hear her dad accusing her mom of this. So why is she and who did she get this from? How did they or who raised such a dysfunctional child and such a human disaster? A washed up cop and spy hunter with a penchant to grab the best assignments and graded down and badly for what the military calls uncommon valor and characteristics which come from a set so unique they cannot be duplicated or explained.
The death of my mom was suspicious. My father filed for a complaint and investigation in 1976. All we know is Clinton and a few others came along and tried to kick out the Generals who were my protectors and guardians. Ann is trailing this and hit back or peeled their hands off. They are ferocious and vicious followers. So if friendship is what she wants; then I can deal with the blind love. However, if it is to be cherished and adored as a family and to be given an open door or praised as much more; there is much to desire and many questions. She was able to provide 50 to 70 per cent while claiming there was not much. She is in pain and hurting badly. She desperately needed my help as I needed hers. This was the best assignment a washed up cop would and could get and she did get them off of me and bungled their defection and recruitment jungle. For that she is praised and is a friend. She is not a threat. Now she must deal with the reality and the sinking feeling that she is not the same and there is much to be desired no matter what she does and no matter how good she is or if there is some crime.
Throwing back the idea, "did I do something to piss you off intentionally" was not good enough to address the regrets in her life and how badly she says she messed up. She admits she messed up badly and the work is very low quality, good enough for government work. She loves and wants uncommon valor or the prestige of military legends but she is unable and incapable of embodying or satisfying the biological and special care to reach that level. Everything we did was the same and in trying to have a parallel life and reality to the man she loves, she made herself so much more worse and less desired. that is the difference between a man and woman and that is the reason why she is in pain to this day. She keeps on bringing these people on board. She keeps accepting their money. I asked her to stop. Some she does it for free and it gets her in a world of trouble and so much hot water. She dines with terrorist suspects and gives no fight when her own marriage is sinking. She wants you to feel helpless and in need of serious therapy for misery. Ann wants this and is asking this from others in order to love her.
Yes she is seeking love and yes there are lots of barbarians out there who would kill to get into her conservative hot pocket. However, some people cannot jump in and swim in the dead sewage or the unwanted fate of being miserable for the rest of their life. She used to piss me off daily to weaken my defense and make me used to her. I am so used to her stupid tricks and missteps now. It is a daily phenomenon I ask what new idea she has in store. I am so used to it and this feeling of total self hatred. So what do I love now the truth? Reality? Ann? She has me confused and in need of therapy again and again. Some people tell her to shut up and go away for the wrong reasons; now I present the right ones. She has a secret and busted up love and private life which she is trying to market and sell to me. Had she been upfront and told me, I would have walked away but I was tricked and very cleverly by the smartest woman on the planet. I do not have this power of evil and am weak to it. I do not deserve this abuse. I am dealing with my own kidnapping and this help by Ann which she claims is why we are in love forever.
Maybe she does not understand but she has dealt with the "shut up and go away" problem before. This time it is for the right reason and not the wrong one. How will she deal with failure and the truth? She cannot rewrite history. She cannot tell the full truth unless she has the courage to accept the sting and burn. She has a cursed life and wants uncommon valor and entry or boarding rights. The problem with Ann and lots of women is they do not deal with reality well. The truth is something they love but mix up and twist. I have heard a lot of opinions and heard from a lot of people; both friends and enemies. They know I would never misjudge any one or play tricks, I stake my own reputation on it.
Ann embarrasses me and she claims she loves me enough to put me in therapy so that I will love her and keep this 20 years and many more while she is telling me how badly she messed up or it is all lies. These people are seriously insane and they are totally nuts; must she be also? These wounds she can fix but she refuses to. Who will fix this and these wounds if not her? then why won't she just shut up and go away? Why must I and others feel this sickness and total self hatred? She hates the world and wants to spread some sickness from women to men love? Everybody has the same symptom from contact with her and now I have it the worst. She claims she feels totally safe and loves to be in my arms. What is the other unapologetic story? So I save you life, love me? So I save your life, want to marry? Come on... shut up and just go away.
She is all that? Her tricks and antics got me and my family attacked and she is feeling down right proud and sexy by paling around, going to secret dinners, and boozing up with the people who are bloodthirsty and behind it. Thanks, we needed this more than she did!
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