SHE DOES NOT KNOW SHE IS EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE AND WANTS LOVE, FAMILY, AND MARRIAGE; THEIR GOD IS A TRAIN WRECK, A TOTAL F'UP OR LUNATIC; MAR 11, 2010

I made a promise to take care and ensure Ann was safe. I had a very hard time meeting this and kept telling her I was trying hard to fix this 10 years ago. It was not her fault in the beginning; but this has beaten her down and wrecked her life. I ignore the problems and am miserable about the emotional abuses and the day after day exchanges back and forth. I want the best for her and will fight this; give her a large portion and make sure that she is taken care of. That is all I can do and I ignore matters until a replacement is made or this is over. They are all guilty of being a F'up, all of them; a total disaster and cowards. They are in hell and going to hell; now they know why or who. While I was enrolled in some spy or terror program; Ann was having a blast. While I was enrolled in some police stripper program or chosen to be a defiant stripper; Ann was dating those behind this. We fight for the same reasons and goal, so Ann turned them in; but she is damned by the abuses and emotional abuse; she has no clue.

Is Ann telling me I am happy and they are crazy? Or is she telling me the same, she is not intentionally trying to upset or piss me off? Trust her and fight alongside with the conservatives and menacing right wing in America. Those kick ass New York people and businesses! Money and power has a negative impact on these buffoons and total losers; even Ann. Is there a lot of room for improvement; who knows, they are at fund raisers, speeches, and dinners. Ann is a train wreck and now the voice of a 500 million dollar lawsuit; explain that one. She puts both sides in pain while the enemy says it is up for grabs; explain that one. Ann claims she did nothing wrong, took their money, did a good job, is not complaining, has a murder plot (now exposed and solved), and has no conflict of interest; only the truth and fact checking. Explain that one. Explain why I am stuck with this and miserable exchanging volleys all day long while they all claim to be on the same side and trying to help? Ann is doing the same, just nothing wrong or illegal; plus there is no sex and she will wait forever for me because she is my real friend; but now she needs therapy and marriage counseling because of CPAC and date rape dinners. Did I mention nobody is fact checking, not even her security and close associates?

Did YAF and Claire Luce or these people ruin her life? Ask her and why she is expecting forgiveness or did nothing wrong? Will a speech or dinner change her life or improve it? Probably not. Her view, she made a mistake, can we get over it because she is a 50 year old virgin and nothing is suspicious or wrong with her life. Do we all listen like thieves? Yes. Do we like it? No. Whatever they are doing, they look stupid, nobody likes them, and nobody ever wins. So why can't her partner win with her now or is she waiting to be saved by her enemies? Politics is about total fuck ups and this is who is in danger and politics. The problem with emotionally abusive or insensitive people is more real than any of them think. Their God is not only a total screwball but a lying lunatic who is now desperate and deceitful. Ann's problem is emotional abuse and trying to dish it back but in doing so neglected her duties and what was most important; thus, she fell into the same trap of being insensitive, abusive, neglectful, constantly apologizing, and realizing what so many human beings learn through life. If you want love, you have to show you can give it or back it. What we feel and what she experienced is part of her society and culture; to team up, to conspire, to play mind games and maximize emotional abuse and anger. Their God is a total F'up. I am trying my best to help and make sure Ann is safe, she does not deserve this and was always a voice of reason; but she has taken this too far and there is just too many complaints against her while she skirts around in a flirtatious manner wrecking her future and asking what she did wrong. Everybody is reporting signs of abuse; even those who got caught and are the terrorists.