EXACTLY WHAT IS SHE DOING AND TRYING TO PROVE? IS SHE STORY TELLING OR IS THIS HER BIOGRAPHY IN REAL LIFE? GUCCIONE AND D SOUZA?

8/30/2008 3:08:04 AM

The Bob Guccione Jr. Affair and Dinesh D'Souza:

My first fiancé acts like Princess Diana and was wealthy. She looks like Sara Jessica Parker but wears glasses which makes her look very classy and extremely intelligent. Her image was noted by her dresses: tight cotton Benetton dresses, short skirts, and stunning clothing. However, she was dumber than dumb, drove me nuts, and would cry hysterically the minute you yelled at her or mad at her for being so incompetent. I told Ann she was a basket case and only was with her for the wrong reasons.

Ann learned a lot from that relationship and listened or would always be there. She used to always tell me to write a letter to her and explain your feelings. Writing love letters was a huge thing. If you are the perfect wife, then you need a test dummy and she was a test dummy, a total ditz.

However, her capacity to love was incredible and actually had a heart of gold which made her cry hysterically at times and hyper ventilate. It was like a failed marriage at a very young age. If you want to say it was a 17 or 19 months of a bachelor party, then that is what it was, wild. The best time of you life and learning how to love or be in relationships and in the end, you are a fallen person and loose your innocence.

Even though a Princess, there were things about her I did not like. This is the only “model” of a relationship and near marriage I had ever been in. This first girlfriend in Ann’s opinion represented the quintessential liberal rich wealthy elite wife with the looks of Sara Jessica Parker with glasses. There were a lot of problems and a lot of good and bad memories.

It was a trade off but Ann has already stated how it makes her jealous. When she is jealous, she leaves her mark and complains. It helps when your partner gives you attention because you refuse to make a move or just wait and wait. Maybe she is Camilla Parker Bowles? After the fiancé, you go crazy being with a girl like that and you slip into this “bad boy” lifestyle. It is just too personal and intimate and especially when your friends are military and rock stars. You are dating a princess who sexuality is controversial and it will whip you crazy.

The evidence with Ann and I will only trace back to 1989 and the week we became life partners. Dinesh D’souza was at Georgetown University and speaking on Affirmative action in 1989. It was that same week and Ann did not get on TV or make a sound at that time. I had never heard of the conservative movement either but his speech was a proxy for Ann and me in 1989 and our first analysis together. Dinesh asked how long Affirmative action will produce the results it intended and whether all minorities score higher than the requirements if they are the top of the class academically.

That was the first suspicion and bond between Ann and me which lumped us all together academically; we both agreed against academic affirmative action. This information can be verified in 1989 at Georgetown University and Ann will not be in the area either, she in her last year of law school and will begin the long demanding academic journey into communism and post cold war analysis for the next 10 years. Ann did not do the work on the analysis and massive computation, I did. I read and scoured almost every textbook on earth from CIA books, case files, and FBI spy cases.

Living in this area and with the support and sponsor of US Generals, I was able to meet the people I was reading about and even Soviet defectors clandestinely. I had the best teachers. Ann had to review and learn everything I did and make corrections if needed. We spent day and nights sometimes and hours on end at the public libraries where real spies’ masters were passing documents or books. (i.e.: they tell you to visit this library and all the books are checked out except two and some of the books had bookmarks. It took a year or so to build the skeletal structure.)

They were teaching me how they had observed and caught spies before and showing how they do it. It was the Generals and they could get anything or anyone to help. They had so many personal friends and if not then would call another General or maybe an FBI agent. Almost like how Ann is able to network and just build incredible links. I cannot disclose how the security works in and around Washington but it is considered “inside the beltway” stuff.

Ann had a back seat but she was right there all along, just not yet arriving to the area and distracting. Ann finally makes a love move in 2008 and gets really distracting; all those years of feeling jealous got thrown back but in a form that was only a complaint to say “I also was jealous or hurt” but you would not give me attention; or she was only emulating as usual one step behind her man. Ann has been and is always in the back seat until 2002 when a three year federal imprisonment killed our dreams and nearly ended our relationship. Ann never made a move and would not, until years later in 2008 when things could not get any worse and was some near shooting conflict.

Therefore, the fiancé is actually Sara Jessica Parker and the story why their sex life is so messed up which I had to live through and nearly drove me crazy, endless partying, wild streaks with girls, and some purification process. The Sara Jessica Parker character led to Ann and total immersion into marriage and romance. On her end, it looks as if she also played cupid or was doing something similar.

Ann is not allowed to go on a second date and no man has gotten a kiss from her; if so, it is unverifiable and like all the salacious smearing or wanton exaggeration. Ann is Fort Knox and that is letting the castle gates down and poor judgments. As a woman she cannot use men like men use women. Thus, second dates are impossible and kissing was not permitted either. It will cause a lot of problems later on and can ruin 20 years of hard work. However, Ann likes to throw the “pain or jealousy” back in the form of a complaint because the rules are different for men and women in romance.