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DEAR OFFICE OF HURRICANE AND EARTHQUAKES: I WILL KEEP YOU ABREAST OF THEIR NEW POLITICAL ADS. THEY CLAIM THEY DID NOT KNOW THEY DID THIS TO YOU AND WHO WROTE THE MASTER PLANS OR THIS MASTERPIECE, ALL COPYRIGHTED! THEY CLAIM THEY FOUND IT AND ARE YOUR STAFF, ALSO MINE. GIVE THEM ALL 24 HOURS. THEY KNEW THIS WAS A FAKE POLICE REPORT AND KNEW IT WAS NO CONTEST, DO OR DIE ONLY! THEY WASTED OUR TIME AND ATTACKED US, WE DID NOT WASTE THEIR TIME OR ATTACK THEM WITH $125 BILLION US DOLLARS OR TRILLIONS IN WW3 WAR COFFERS.

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MY STORY IS ALREADY WRITTEN, NO CONTEST. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS WRITE YOUR COVERT POLICE AND UNDER THE RADAR SIDE AND LET MY STORY AND SIDE CROWD YOU OUT OR STOMP ON YOU UNTIL YOU ARE DOWN. TAKE A DIVE? TRY AGAIN? IT MUST BE RAPE OR NAKED AGGRESSION, 9120 DAYS LATER? YOU DO NOT KNOW WHY YOUR MILITARY FUNDING OR MILITARY-INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES WERE UNPLUGGED, SHUTDOWN, KILLED, OR ORDERED OUT OF OUR CHAIN OF COMMAND; YOUR HOME ONLY?

Thursday, January 29, 2009

GOOD MUSIC ON THIS VIDEO

INTRO:

DEAR ANN COULTER: HERE IS WHY I AM MAD AT YOU AND FEEL YOU ARE A LIAR OR A CHEAT

1/29/2009 5:47:53 PM Dear Ann Coulter; maybe people misunderstand me or maybe you misunderstand me; so let me clarify. I feel you are a swinger and are promoting a swinger life. I feel you are irresponsible with how you present yourself and do not feel some reckoning will ever come. Maybe you did have murder plots, maybe they did try to ambush you or blackmail you, maybe they did try to rape you, and maybe they did do everything in their powers to by wasting so much effort and stalking; it is less costly and less trouble to kill someone. I had this happen and came close to that same end.

If you want to go to pool parties, the super bowl, concerts, or have romances and boyfriends; it’s fine. What I am resistant and angry with am you kicking a storm up, maybe a perfect storm, and then having it pull and drag me in. Then as usual, I am on the sidelines as you are whisked from one VIP party to the next and pictures are taken which does real damage to your life. So what goes on in Ann Coulter’s life stays with Ann Coulter’s life. However, your karma is so bad and has gotten so bad; I am convinced it is not others but you. Victim or not, the entire point is this karma and negativity. You have pulled me into it and kept me in it thinking under any circumstances; which there are a lot to suggest you are unfaithful and having too much fun, after so much work who would have guessed.

Do not keep feeling your way through this. If they have pictures of you at these private parties or blackmail you to suggest you are the perfect victim; then hiding stuff and keeping your mouth shut is going to work against you. The first amendment is there to ensure you are not a prisoner; free speech. So if there are pictures or many of these get together; it is fine but do not bring me in this storm again or throw it on my lap. Listen to Sean Hannity as he says how it pleases him and he is very happy you and him are back together. If you do not care for your life, then do not expect me to either.

All it takes is an email; why you have to attend five parties and dinners before emailing some stalker or unwanted attention is taking it too far. Now there is a perfect storm. So go to orgies and have multiple lovers or drink all night; do not ask me to accept it or bring me into this perfect storm. The karma is so bad, the jealousy so unnerving, and the annoyance of your pictures so uncanny. We are two different people and have two different lifestyles; they are rubbing this in and emphasizing it. Do not bring me in this when those you run with are behind it. Those close to you behind this and you are protecting and dining with them. I have no idea what the hell you people are up to but it is really bad. I only know the gist of it and there

Rush did not produce anything. Sean did not produce anything. Maher recanted his story and stuck to drinking buddies only. All of them suggest you begged them for sex. The LA crowd of yours has been a thorn in our side. Lisa has played all her cards wrong and is in this ring of spies. Laura and the people of the past eight years all were guilty and now hiding this. Least you also; but it shows what kind of people they are and what lengths they go to for power. This is the problem with the people you are dealing with. They want what you have or else you cannot have without them. This goes for Rush, Sean, Maher, LA, Lisa, and your entire ring of losers. They are all total losers.

I do not mind you pursue life, liberty, and happiness; but telling me to sit home while fatally wounded was too sweet while your VIP was swinging all night. So I asked if someone would come here and maybe spend some time with me while I got some medical care or a better situation because I got fatally wounded. I never said you had to be; but you keep saying you have to be and on your terms as if you own me or other nightmare. I never said you had to suffer with me, I said we are two different people and you keep arguing. They are flooding you with invites and know you have a man hidden; and you play off it well. That is why they were doing it, they knew.

ANN COULTER IS TRYING TO FIND A HUSBAND SO LET HER FIND A HUBBY!

1/28/2009 11:28:08 PM Check out Ann trying to score and blow off the head honcho! That giant sucking sound is my girl! I think this is the blackmail she did not mention; but she will not tell me; she said it makes her hot. My girl can get any man and the pictures are so hot! It is easy to see why they were sending me dirty photos and love letters like Rush and Sean! Ann has so much fun she is going back! Also, she said she was quitting this week, does she lie or what! Sean Hannity says he is so happy!

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Ann, they think you are the Police; what did you have to do to get in their inner circle? I told you to not come to me and dump this on me. I was about to remarry. You are the best partner (No Joke) now I have massive issues. If you are parading as a hooker and a tramp or give it up to get into the inner circles of power; then you are not getting with me. I told you that if you hide one thing with me; you will regret it. So far, you have not had this face to face so here we go with what they claim and what you claim; I hope you have the balls to rip their head off to save your marriage! Understand? It is hard to hide stuff when you are after them. Then you crash my wedding; pisses me off! Are you pissed off because the girl I was going to remarry was a bartender and model? (Lori)

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

ANN IT IS TIME WE CONSIDER BREAKING UP AND YOU RESPOND DIRECTLY TO THIS NOW! I QUIT YOUR DAMN SWINGER CLUB

01/28/09 03:47:31 AM Ann, have I ever misjudged you? Have I ever crucified you? Have I ever not protected you or turned my back on you? Have I ever in your memory given you one reason not to love me? Then why did you and have you lost your best friend in this world and the last person you will ever win back? Can you explain that? Can you tell me why I call you a consummate liar, a tramp, a "good clean fun" swinger, an embarassment, and a host of other things? Can you explain for me why I no longer trust you and you have not been honest with me? You told me a to trust you and I did and now I want you out of my life. You are 50 years old Ann and I have asked you to clean your god damn life up and you keep telling me I am crucifying you, misjudging you, etc... shut up and get lost you fucking loser. You kiss my ass and try to be great like me and end up causing me to hate you so much and go into jealousy fits because you are some smack nut. You a god damn nut job. You have ruined our life and to do this you have ruined your life. Maybe you were being stalked; maybe not but you ruined your life. All you have done for six months is tried to make me jealous about where you are in life now and the last 20 or so years. It is not fun at all. That is all it has been with you Ann, just constant feelings of jealousy; your karma is so negative.

You know I am blessed and you know why; do not question me. You have made so many mistakes and you throw it on my lap and on me as if I am some jerk or jackass. You know I am a perfectionist. You just throw it on me and I am fatally wounded, have crisis, and it is just too much Annie. And you just keep on going with that attitude of yours then claim you are God fearing. Now you talk back to me as if you are Jesus Christ himself. I am sick of you throwing me in some jealousy fit and making me so angry with you as if you are a sado-masochist. I have never mistreated you, never been anything but an awesome friend, and now you want to be a swinger, mistress, and some sex or love slave; but your attitude is despicable. You run around with all these men to suggest you are some golden child also. You going to be a gonad granny soon, not some golden child. How did you know I was going to move to California at or around 2006? I began to go there in 2005 to stay with relatives. Why do you have to play this game and with me; then make me so upset and jealous? Act like a god damn normal person. It feels like you want to be my love slave or have me yell at you; you are always subservient; we are talking about total control and total subordination Ann. It is uncomfortable sometimes. Ann, you used to be such a good friend, such a good girl, such a great choice; what the fuck happened to you? You will never recover Ann and you will die lonely, broken, and regretful. You know you the moment I raise my voice you are terrified; I have never seen anything like it or why there is so much negative feelings after twenty years. I am a really good person; I have never mistreated or crucified you. I feel you are constantly sneaking around and an addicted swinger. I do not like this Palm Beach and what happens there stays there.

What did I tell you when we were younger? Remember the show "The Pretender" and Jared? I protect you and you know why. We are gifted and I am much more than you. People exploit you and me. They want to use us and harm us. What the hell happened here and why do I hate you so much. I am your protector and I am the one you snibble just to be like. It makes me so depressed, angry, and so unbelievably dead; we are special and all I feel now is anger and jealousy or how you ruined your life so badly. I see you as a swinger, a tramp, and a menace; not a winner anymore. I cannot believe you did this to our life and our legacy. I am sorry if they targeted me and did what they did and I was in prison for three years, it has been hard; but you did not have to do what you did. If you had a murder plot, had a rapist, had stalkers, and had all that trouble without me then I am sorry. I am your protector and it has been really hard. You read minds and I know this, I do also; but when it comes to military and time to really fight; I am the genius and perfect in every way. It has been very hard the last ten years. You did not have to destroy your life for me or for us. Now you have a major problem Ann, you might end your life by yourself; lonely without that protector since you were young. Without that protector you will die; you have no other mind reader out there who will or can protect you. You have no other life line and I am mad as hell at you Annie; you know how I am when I am mad as hell. When you are ready to have a face to face, you contact me; otherwise, plan out the next 40 years without your protector and stop reading my mind also, stop whimpering like you are sorry, and god dammit stop acting like a shit for brains. You do not understand, I am sick of being in your life and being your protector. You will not get one again; it begins when you are a kid and it ends when you die.

Ann, you must stop hiding things from me or tell me "you have nothing to be jealous about." It pisses me off okay. If you want another man, then hang out and spend time with him or them. That is the final rule and you need to be a better or more committed person.

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Ann Coulter, 43 or 45, Conservative Commentator, Dies

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

SUMMARY OF ANN COULTER AND THE MOVIE TOTAL RECALL: IS SHE MARRIED?

1/27/2009 10:33:14 AM Here is what I know and will document about Ann Coulter’s love life. It is based on the movie “Total Recall” and so is the outcome:
1. I have and was with her for over 20 years (from 1989 to present).
2. We were kidnapped and I most especially by espionage agencies or some domestic terrorist group behind terror plots.
3. Something happened in Los Angeles and Bill Maher. Nobody flies to LA for one day or a one hour show. I felt someone was blackmailing Ann, she would not say. She told me Maher never got a date or a kiss, so it is not sexual. He went and told “friends” he scores all the time and Ann was a freak in bed. It is hearsay and not direct out of his mouth. If you ask me, they all look like real witches or leprechauns.
4. Ann used several people to cancel out the stone he threw in the lake. It went from Clinton, her past, Maher, Guccione, and then stopped; then it went Hannity and then Rush and several others; no romance ever. All lies and BS but the love notes were not coming from LA except Free Republic and this guy RonDog and JeffersDodge on PopModal. CPAC and Lisa also was a dead end wall; ran smack into it and the trail ends there.
5. Most if not all of the love letters were from Sean, Rush, and Bill. Those three were the biggest liars. None of her dates ever contacted me but I am convinced she enjoys this swinger “good clean fun life” it gets her places and gifts; it gets her flattery, invites, dates, money, etc… Now there was a huge stoppage in LA and Freep; Ann flew out there last week. The karma is so bad and so negative now; back to 1998-2005. Something occurred in LA and Freep cancelled it out. Also her dates in LA cancelled it.
6. It is a headache and nightmare; death threats, annoying love letters, innuendoes, Ann’s “God fearing” methods, jealousy fits, fights with stalkers, emails read and invasion of privacy, and a lot of bad feelings from Ann (jealousy, self hate, guilt, secrets, etc…) Her life is as busted as it will get and I won back 80 per cent for her. It is stuck on 20 per cent and she wants to make a show out of it. The movie is Total Recall.
7. If Maher was just a show; then we are back to it; but the bad karma, the bad experience, the near crisis and wasted time, the stupid “high school girly” tricks and tirade, and a sense of dissatisfactions led to day in and day out arguments. Ann is subservient and always cleans it up but it takes too long, too slow, and she has to have a media event.
8. After 20 years Ann is still in love and is holding on. She is too weak in fortitude and has slap fights. I need a girl to rip the head off this problem and eat it. The source of the problems again was the conservatives. Ann may want to be weary she is 50 years old and cannot afford to be doing this. She may want to consider winning battles and losing wars. She has lost the war already but I do not know why; if she wishes to ever say why her private life war is lost; then that is on her. She is fighting battles only now. She has used Vietnam as a game plan and I am exiting this game of hers immediately; she is working on some theory and strategy.

So even though I have never seen a picture, her on a date, any reports of Maher and Ann, the distance of LA and NY, the reports, the insanity of these nut cases and jackasses; I can say this “BOO.” You are dealing wit the best. But if you wish to know about me; then I have graciously documented it all for you and the pain I have felt through the years. If Ann cried my tears, then God heard her. So that is their report card had this been a shooting war. They know how the result would have been and whether or not they survive. They know how good and how clever they truly are or how much power they feel. If they ever wished to know how they would perform against the defenses of this world; there is their report card.

That is the voice of God. So there is your answer if you are scavenging after decades of stalking Ann and obsessed with her private life, boo! You can check your work with mine because revenge is sweeter if you are not involved. Here is the key you need to focus on; who is writing and sending out love letters to whom. Who sent them to me? Who did not and why? I documented everything and did not leave out a single detail; it is a story, which is that voice? It is true, Ann cried my tears and she screamed what I was not able to. I hope she feels vindicated now and has back her life; I hope this has helped her as much as I. Everything is documented below and on each page, begin with love letters to Ann Coulter.

Monday, January 26, 2009

ANN I HAVE A CRISISD AND NEED MEDICAL CARE: WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU AND WHY ARE YOU WASTING TIME AGAIN?

1/26/2009 6:43:21 PM Dear Ann Coulter, I have a bone to pick with you. In 2002 we got in an argument where I said you would not be contacting me ever again and due to bad circumstances; I had to seek some insane solution. Then you had never showed up when I had asked you but you insisted you were in love. It feels like a rescue that refuses to ever occur. You are the least caring girl I have ever been with; the worst. Your words sound the best; your actions are the worst. All you want is to command troops and the way is to possess or keep the leader trophy stuck with you. If you wrote me and told me you need medical care; I would drive all night on my bicycle even if I was married to another woman. That is me and that is far from you; but that is also what you love about me. You are not one of the troops; you only wish to command them or get in the circle.

I have driven a motorcycle all night, in the rain, in freezing weather, and at red line all night for this reason; love. You hung on to this and kept on deciding to stay together; but you only want to be the beneficiary. In 2008 you poured over emotions and expressed a sense of love and compassion which I sort of did not feel was rational behavior from you. But I emailed you and listened until I got attacked and my lines cut off by your horde of barbaric friends or family. I have listened to upset, hurt, and angry boyfriends; attacked by them; listened to them plot my demise and removal; and you seem to find comfort in the lime light. It is all your damn friends and staff. I could take them to court right now and today and really make you worry.

I do not think you are a rational being. I indicated I had been fatally wounded, had legal concerns, needed a lawyer, and needed medical care. I never stated you had to pay for it; I stated I needed your help to either get out of here or to find someone who could be a decent partner or assistant. It has been a long time and like usual it gets really bad with you. You never show up, you play with people’s minds, you claim you are fighting for me or us; you claim you are doing it for me, etc… It never makes sense. You wait for me to leave you. You put so much into it; show so little care; and claim how devastating the matter is because it is so special. How special are you? They tell me you are trash. They tell me you are so hateful and so untrustworthy; so full of lies and deceit.

Now I am forced to cut off everything again. You do not listen and continue to hinder or play with the minds of even someone you have been a life partner to since childhood. I did not ask you to pay for my medical care; I said the fierce fight got me fatally wounded. You were going on dates, running around with men, doing fund raising, going on TV and claiming some experience with me or celestial connection. This is not who I knew and who I met twenty years ago. This is not how I planned life to be or the person I was waiting for. I am showing how twenty years was like with me and how it changes the mind.

Now when I need you the most so I can get urgent medical care; you are nowhere to be seen. I write you and beg you to hurry if you are coming. I write you and ask you to help me get my book published so I can at least start this off. You refuse all the above; no help so I can be self sufficient. So I began to look for a new partner. In the last six months, I have been trying to get urgent medical care but I have to go into a military hospital; I am not able to accomplish this mission by myself. You claim you want to be partners again and this celestial experience.

So for the last six months, I have listened to so many boyfriends telling me you were a tramp, a slut, and how they ran around and had a great time with you. They told me to get lost and I had been warned not to talk to you; but I need you immediately (begged you six months ago to regroup and not continue like this) for Bethesda or Walter Reed because I have combat injuries with your terror plot and friends. So while you take your damn time, travel to Los Angeles, set up some cocktail party with some ex boyfriend in LA, then just burn up more time; I am still sitting here fuming in a stinging head scratching wonder how I am ever going to get the medical care I need.

If you are family or claim this; shouldn’t you be taking care of the essential needs and most especially urgent medical needs? It feels like you are denying any medical care and any progress; but your boyfriends keep contacting me and you love the attention. You pushed me to the edge and as usual; a horrible irrational neglect for your own loved ones. You never show up, you never help, you never ever take meaningful actions, and you spend your time with this swinger life which you claim is not real and BS. You all are nothing but trouble but you want love on your terms. You want love while I have to sit here and wonder how I am going to get to Walter Reed or Bethesda medical centers. You are angry and pissy each and every time you are criticized as unreliable or untrustworthy. I cannot trust you worth crap.

While I need urgent medical care and wait patiently for six years for you to just show up; you are cranky about ex boyfriends bad mouthing you or me believing them. You have the swinger life. You have pleaded and argued incessantly to me to listen and help you with the animals you magnetized. You want me to reach out and fight your fight and I was disgusted; meanwhile I am the one who needs medical care. I never asked you to pay for it and I can imagine your neglecting vision. You want to be loved and are so irrational it is inflaming. You wait for me to join you; but you want me to be the richest, most powerful, or the king of the hill; it is sickening. If I am that powerful and that much of a trophy; I would choose a caring and deserving individual. Someone who shows exemplary and extraordinary qualities; take a look around you and who you chose to surround your life with; such low quality and a total lack of love.

You fly around go to breakfast, lunch, and dinner, etc… you burn off more time and get pissy and cranky if I stop loving you or move on. I need to get to Walter Reed or Bethesda; I need good care and urgent medical care. It is an emergency and crisis. Why are you delaying, why are you having your boyfriends contact me about you or your sex life, why are you flying around and doing TV shows and book tours? Don’t you think your family has suffered enough and needs you? Nobody needs your money but they do need you now. It is an emergency and a crisis; it is not playtime, some TV showmanship to be paraded, time to fly to LA and do lunch with the people behind this.

I am tired of prodding you and pushing you to act or corner you to love when you are the one who wants this so badly. I need a good partner not a Leona Helmsley beauty queen. Your behavior in this entire matter is abhorrent. I am at my wits end with you and your management; you neglect so intentionally those you love while you claim those who are your enemies have your attention and time. You are running around with the enemies, worrying about menial situations, and calling everyday when you know there is crisis and emergency. Your actions produce little results and worsen these boyfriends and attacks. There is delay and mismanagements. I have had to ask another girl if she can help get me to a medical facility and use that relationship to escape this endless delay and lack of care.

Now with the ultimate threat of running off with another person; you feel finally threatened and decide to quit and step down. Your support for the military and your role of being a military spouse is legendary. Everybody should know how many times I have asked you to hurry up, I have a lot of problems, I do not want your money; I am military but I am trapped. You think this is a beauty show while we are in crisis. I have not been to the Dentist for two years; I had to spend almost five thousand in cosmetic dental work after falsely being imprisoned; and once again, you were never there.

There is something wrong with you. I think it is a big fat lie and so do others; but you will not let go and claim your love is so strong you will trade your life in for me. You will and it is true. But how is it that I am sitting here and keep waiting for something that never comes; you never show up in the past. Only six to eight years later you decide to show up as a superstar and claim you are near a breakdown without me. Let’s focus on important things okay; I need to go to Walter Reed or Bethesda for at least a month. I got fatal injuries. The more you wait, the worse it gets. I am disgruntled with you now. I see another woman who wants to jump in and do everything you delay or mismanage. I think another woman can do what takes you five to ten years to do; just show up and be a decent person.

Nobody wants a wife, partner, or an experience with any woman like this. You never showed up before and I moved on; even began to remarry. Now you show up and it is the same crap again. Stop flying around and attending lunch and dinner parties; stop having your boyfriends and this swinger life contact me about you; stop doing TV shows as if you are a tremendous assistant and helper; and stop benefiting so much without the least bit of care or worry. I have never had to beg a partner and girlfriend so much for so little. I am not even asking for money; if I had it, I would be with someone else most likely; that sounds like the trick here. It sounds like a big fat trick of a very sneaky woman; hundreds of apologies for so much irrational wasted time. I do not need to watch another TV interview, I need you to get your butt here; there is crisis. You decide to show up after ten years of waiting and expect a normal life.

If you cannot meet my needs; let me find someone else or a good person who can work hard for real results and real love. You are so irrational it makes me loose my mind and wonder what is wrong with you and why you want me to love you back. So far, besides almost getting killed making millions off my work; you have been worthless as a partner and love. All you do is go on TV and take the credit or attend parties in my name only. Now I have to figure out how to get this medical care I need because we have been a fierce battle, are trapped, and have crisis; it is not celebration and dinner party for swingers. I am not interested in or wish to be part of this swinger lifestyle. You are the soccer mom who has a new murder plot by your closest friends every month, not me. I hate their guts and this terror and communist plot. They think I am their friend and you are some bridge and diplomat. I stopped the terror plots on you and me. Now it is just the main ones, your close friends. You have good tastes in friends. You are empowering the wrong people and I must take steps to cut my voice out of yours. Your people have trampled on the Constitution and you empower them and turn your backs.

Let me give you one example of trying to deal with you. I asked you to give me a ride and pick me up one time and you said you were. I asked where you were and you said New York. New York and Virginia is a really far distance. It is better to just say “no” or “I am in New York, sorry.” I went and asked a Sergeant for a ride and to pick me up for ship off because you could not make it. Do you remember that? It was in 1990 when I went into the Army after we talked about returning to college or not. I was mad when you never showed up and asked why you did not show up. I was mad when you did not show up at the bars in the late 1990s and now you come storming in like the cavalry. It is a god damn curse to drive someone crazy or make them hate you; it is endless complaints and you saying “I’ll fix it Alex, just give me a chance.” I have never been with a woman like this and it is insane.

WHY ANN COULTER SHOULD STEP DOWN OR GET THERAPY

Why does Ann Coulter need to go to therapy? For 20 or more years, she has been with me. However, she has been trying to sell or peddle what she calls “dating every conservative man alive.” Even if it is good clean fun or no sex; it is a swinger’s lifestyle. I can attest that she has a preference for this. I have been very critical of her behavior and reputation; so much that it is denigrating to her and has caused other swingers like her to retaliate.

Ann feels this swinger life is the life source or well spring of life. She wanted me to accept it as a way to build up trust and said she did it for me and only me. Meanwhile, I am plagued with crisis and emergency and she is attending parties or get togethers from 2002 to 2005 and beyond. Even today amidst severe crisis; Ann proclaims her love and sticks to her story which exacerbates the problem with the swinger life. It maximizes influence and power and it gets you in doors and clubs.

In these times, when people are losing their life savings, when wealthy people are turned back into the stone ages, when entire life savings are lost; the only thing you have is your family, your reputation, and love. She thinks her life since we have been together in 1989; clearly defines this story. Recently, her story has blown up on her and she is guilty of trying to market or promote this lifestyle. There is a lot of criticism and self hate she herself is dealing with.

She still sticks to her story: 1) the attacks on my life and her life drove her to blind hate and wishing to retaliate or debate to stop them. 2) She has and is a good spouse. 3) She did it for us and most of all for me, who she set out to marry twenty years agao. 4) She is building a bridge to the future and making sure we have something to retire and restore the damage on our life; both of our lives were stolen; severe crisis and financial crisis; our biographies rewritten or changed; and two kidnappings or attempted abductions; and unwanted attention and a raucous rape of individual privacy.

If all of that does not make you blind to rage, then what does because it came from a source; a communist and terror plot in 1998? She could have walked away with everything and won when she was ahead; but the failure to recognize problems is and has been very troublesome. This is the same problem in her private life also. Now she has to redefine her life and goals again; how her mistakes and failure to recognize problems has impeded or ruined those life goals. Most people who are only wishing marriage and family will reject the swinging lifestyle or any trace of it. Ann made a career out of it.

I DO LOVE HER BUT I DO NOT LOVE THIS CURRENT SITUATION. SHE CAN HAVE IT ALL BUT IS GAMBLING IT ALL.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

CONSIDER STEPPING DOWN OR TAKING TIME OFF FOR PRIVATE MATTERS

1/23/2009 8:40:46 PM I used to spend an hour or less yelling at Ann Coulter for the stupid private life fiascos she has managed to concoct throughout her life to market the glamorous swinger lifestyle; less the sex part; because it gained favor and gifts. Women have the unique privileges of acquiring promises of affection and using others to capitalize. So while I used to slap Annie on the wrist, I have been enlightened by a vibration and revelation now that marriage and family is the real honor when you have no money or reputation left. So the hour of denigrating the woman who has been my best and only friend for over twenty years is now three sometimes five hours a day. Nothing is refutable and no answers are ever given; moot situation. How many women enjoy being denigrated daily for up to three or five hours to make them feel alive and vindicated “the more my enemies hate me, the more I wear my honor?” It is now becoming a routine from Ann and it is all her or what she calls her “pundit life.” The same life she claims she “is considering quitting.” She will tell the world if her goal is to burn in hell and loose everything in this world.

Yes, the woman who swore she would finish life with me and through thick and thin; is now going to “consider” quitting her career. You would think that if your child is sick, hungry, or need your care; maybe if your husband had fallen ill or your father was stricken with a fatal disease; you would take some time out to care for them. Not Ann, she is a patriot and she is a conservative die hard; our hero. So to respond to my current “straying” from her jewel of a life; she has considered saving her life, reputation, marriage, and promise by considering “quitting.” Damn those liberals, we will get you back you monstrous vexations of evil. We are not going to quit, you are not going to make us quit. It is a wonderful life and one worth living for any conservative. The feeling of being denigrated daily is enough to make you wet your pants. When you yell at someone for three to five hours a day over stupid games to hurt others; it is a clear sign of a jackass; someone pliable and prone to mistakes. A belittled individual so subservient they are an idiot; yet they are so unlike and create vast unlike ability. Most women cry when they are plagued with frustrations or the gender greatness we have deep rooted hatred for. Like a boxer, you can only take so many shots to the head before you swing at your own self.

For a genius like her, you have to be awe struck at the incredible substance and the principled thought she relays to each and every American out there to the commitment and the passion she has for her own life. I quit my job the moment my loved one cried or was angered. Ann has this unique gift of blocking out everything; even herself and her own needs. I have never seen anything like this but she claims to be fighting for me and is my voice because she is my best friend. I have learned to ignore it and talk to other girls and until I can find a good fit and not such a goof off or fool; I am stuck with Ann’s deranged stalkers telling me to never write her because they have an open murder plot on her. You cannot beat the Laura Palmer (Twin Peaks) crap she graciously gives you; it makes you renew your wedding vows. As Ann Coulter graciously says, “its all lies.” Ha, ha, go get your dumb little heads checked you morons. You cannot beat her. She will tell the world if her goal is to burn in hell and loose everything in this world. With a new murder plot each month, she fits the profile of a soccer mom; personally, someone of marriage and family notoriety. The pyramid of boyfriends is all BS and fun and games.

In so far as yelling at a woman or being upset, I have rarely if ever come across this my entire life and now; it is a daily routine into the bizarre and absurd life of a person I am increasingly regret calling my best friend leave alone life partner. I have chosen her replacement as someone lesser, not a virgin, has a reputation, does not hate women with a passion, use men like salami meat, has boyfriends send me love letters about how hurt they are, does not have the Jerry Springer crowd attack me every single day, is not as smart, does not try to present themselves artificially as your best friend; and is a living breathing human being. Depressions are good because when you have nothing, your reputation is rock bottom, your friends concoct murder plots every single week to profit or put you in your place, you do not stop at nothing, and really do not have anything that looks like a life; you would think quitting and keeping the only thing left is important. Nobody. Now how do you teach this genius this valuable lesson about life? Why would someone who loved you and knew you for twenty years; ignore you because you are going to hell and are burning in hell? Do not take us with you; you do not have to quit or stop acting like a harmless swinger; just do not take us with you.

It is like a god damn game with her and her terror network or maniacs. She is not fearful or scared. She is never too tired. She is always one step ahead. Nothing affects her, weather, death threats, murder plots, terrorists, Nazi Presidents, etc… Now the mere thought she might be single has her hyperventilating and angry. Expect the dishes and pottery broken or to hear things being thrown all over. The prospect of another more “worthy” woman or a loving women and she “might consider quitting.” Ann is an amazing act and an amazing grace to my life and all of our lives. So ask her; are you married, do you have kids, and why or why not? This is not who she is and somewhere she took the wrong turn and never came back; but now she is “considering quitting” or even “taking some time off.” Job well done Annie! You give those liberals hell! I am one lucky bastard and nobody has to tell me otherwise. This sounds like my god damn kidnap case also but by the god damn liberals! What the fuck is wrong with these people?

The problem starts when you do not know who you are. Then not liking who you are and dealing with who you want to be. Then knowing who your enemy is and feeling really hateful because you cannot be who you are or know who you is; or trying to deal with who they want you to be. The worst and the biggest fall any woman can ever have in this world is to devote every breath of life in her body to or on one person and then having them tell her how broken, selfish, ignorant, mean, meaningless, lying, fake, and what we call the perfect soccer mom and the most important girl in his life. Ever watched the movie “Leaving Las Vegas?” It is not about sex; it is about prostitution and “swinging” for something else in life. It is called a death wish.

Ann has lived and breathed every exhale I have ever put out; and now our daily routine is her being denigrated daily, up to five hours about her life and how important she is in marriage or life. “Thoughts on same-sex marriage? I’m against it. Liberals do not understand the point of marriage. The point of marriage is not for society to understand the strong feelings people have for one another. It is to raise children. It’s to harness men’s natural promiscuity and to direct it toward one woman and one set of children.” In most women’s eyes or by comparison to most other women, Ann is a failure. However, in her life and in her world; the rules do not apply to her or who she wants them to. I give up and gave up; but if this is what she learned after 20 years, then I did fail and may burn in hell for what I have done or how I have made more powerful a person I cannot stand to know or associate at this time.

Like Caroline Kennedy said, she stepped down because her father was sick or dying. Some people quit when they are ahead while others take it to the very end and loose everything and everyone. How do you love or marry a person who is on this mission to suggest she is the devil and is going to burn in hell; thus enjoys sadomasochism, Leona Helmsly fashion, Jesus Christ, Protestantism, being hateful and hated, being selfish, condemning others, feeling crucified, and asking for mercy or scared you screwed up badly? Why any woman would profess their love to any man and then give no effort to being a devil is beyond our cognizance. We are not dealing with real people here; only actors who claim they are something better or superior to who we are. So we observe them but they do not observe themselves because their goal is to justify the nonsense of their own life. So when you want to buy a car that is missing the wheels “but just tell me what is wrong and I will fix it” please raise your hand! That is Ann… she is willing to fix it like the current situation; she is and mirrors the enemy. She is some spirit of an enemy; but is she trying to be loved and by whom?

It helps to put effort in or make a worthy contribution. If Ann is capable of love and has any sense of being a human being, she will show the ability to love and what she calls “the quintessential soccer mom” otherwise, she can burn in hell as some witch. There comes a point where taking it too far and people getting hurt is enough. These are people who do not know who they are and if they did, do not like each other at all; so it is not the best idea to have them in our life to educate us on life when they are just worthless and really annoying. They do not stop and want to prove some point; they hate themselves and their lives are broken in pieces so they resort to some virginity or some intoxication. If it were not for me, Ann would have a nervous breakdown. If it were not for her; I would be fine now. Life is truly a complete joke and these people give me so much to be thankful and proud of. I was the first in line to enroll in seminary and theology class; matter of fact I was drafted by a jackass for eleven years and my head is ready to explode. Who is this teacher? Who showed up and who admitted to this?

“Who do you admire most in the world? Um, living right now, maybe Rush Limbaugh. I know that sounds obvious. He’s like a Ronald Reagan who never ends. Would you want to date him? None of your beeswax.” (Not a chance in hell)

DEAR ANN COULTER: BAD BLOOD AND MARRIAGE; RELATIONSHIPS AND MARRIAGE

1/22/2009 10:32:04 PM Ann, get on your knees and explain to me why a mob of Jerry Springer stalkers are jumping over chairs and heading my way or claiming to be lovers, admirers, and more than I am with you? When I say on your knees and explain; I mean dare me to say no. I have been chided, taunted, and faced six months of hooker-tic tactics for the past six months while you have begged, cried, and poured your heart out to me. I don’t care who you are or think you are or how much moollah you have and want. You want to fight with me and run with me? Is this a fucking joke? Are you fuckers weird or just acting it? Do you want me to love you or leave you? Are you daring me?

Give Ann Coulter a chance at love and marriage? By the time you sue the hell out of them; I will be with another woman and long gone. But you got your name back and you stopped them all. I do not know what to tell Ann but to move on; it is overwhelming and paralyzing. She needs to know I hung on and tried as long as I could. She hung on for six years but I let go after six months. I have medical problems (flesh eating bacteria which require surgery, skin cysts, rashes, and a host of dermatology issues. I have taken pictures of all the injuries.) Ann is not telling me she has some emergency or medical emergency; so this running around and partying or the attitude will hurt her badly; the cougar act is not how to make your partner feel good. Either she is crazy or this is crazy.

Every time I go to FReep for information on Ann or Pop Modal; I am reminded she is a tramp and a slut with pictures. Notice, the date which Pop Modal and this guy JeffersDodge came onto the scene after reading Ann’s emails and finding out she had a beau for 20 years. If they survive then I will know it was because of Ann. She is the one advertising them. Not only did they have pictures, they wrote how close friends she was. They presented themselves in a certain manner to be more convincing while acting like they had a serious intent or an academic purpose. If Ann is advertising she is my tramp or my sleaze bag; I have made it clear to her what I want and need. She need not accentuate every single word or phrase; that is a sign of a mental problem. She is advertising she is the sleaze bag of someone, but it is not me. Take it and her back!

This is linked to Rush. JeffersDodge and RonDog were sending me love letters for Ann; I told Ann I was pissed off. She is pyramiding by backstabbing each boyfriend; who is next? She dates one, and then dumps them. She does this to get back at this one, and then dumps them by pyramiding. I was mad and she was mad; so I understand that part. Punishing me twice was horrific. FReep is linked to Rush and Sean; it is the same central or network we had snared; it is a communist and terrorist group. They are dressed as conservatives. The suspects are the police. The suspects are in charge. The suspects are doing this. They destroyed Ann! Nearly annihilated her! That is why Sean Hannity was freaking out lately.

Here is power and I will say it, get on your knees. Is it fair to say if I find a woman who can act like a spouse, a girlfriend, a true union, and more; I would choose her? You must and have to start acting the role Ann, even if you despise and hate it okay. I am so done with telling a 50 yr old woman how to act like a good spouse or a good choice to marry. Yet you talk about black husbands and white single mothers? You all are so dysfunctional. I am ready to runaway from all of this the moment I find a girl who wants to also. She is going to save me from you also. Have you heard what the Jerry Springer crowd said about me or why they were jumping over chairs and acting as weird as you? I want and I need a stronger woman with more fight. I do not want someone to think they are Jesus and wishes to be crucified. I am so fed up with this dip shit act. We are commandos not dip shits.

Ann, I told you already; I am trying to get another woman so if you want to feel what real hurt is; be this hero and try to stop all of these nuts, shoot yourself. Why are you the only one trying to stop these people? Why are you letting them in my life? You are racking up points and if I had another woman now; I promise you on my life; this would end quickly. Not only this; I would play you and make you hurt so badly for just refusing to act like a decent spouse and getting all the credit for one. I gave you the credit; you went and dumped it over and over as if you are protesting. Sell me a car missing the wheels? You give me the biggest headache. It is not others or your career as you said. I am so certain, I am willing to destroy you after 20 years and make you suffer for eternity. I am confident and am trying so hard not to betray you. It is just thin ice and it will not support two people as you claim; way to thin.

I tell you I am only into marriage and family and you tell me that is you. does anybody out there or can anybody state without a doubt you are acting like a good wife, spouse, or do not need to read a book on marriage and how to be a wife? You gave me everything I wanted in life or pissed me off so badly I had to tell you to get on your knees and read a book on marriage or get therapy? Are you as sane and reality as you claim here? I am not going to marry a media prostitute and someone who cannot fight. I will find a stronger and better fighter with less looks and money. I like sophisticated fighters and the martial arts type; peace while insanity and discord. I like the types who tell me how badly they will hurt their rapists or guys who prostitute them. You are way out there. I pull you in, you wander off and I am so ready to give up.

Ann, when you are ready to tell me why I have to buy you a book on love, a book on marriage, a book on having a reputation as a tramp, a book on how to have a healthy personal life, a book on stalkers who send love notes to your spouse, and pictures of you dining and at exclusive get together; let me know when you are going to grow up and stop acting like a 50 year old woman. I have never had one problem in my life with any girl or any relationship. “Driving liberals crazy huh…” do you want to see how I drive liberals crazy? I need a woman not a “that.”

I am advising you to read books on relationships Ann. I have asked you to seek therapy for what you told me; how you feel; how scared you were I would reject you; how much you sacrificed or how hard you worked; and how you blamed your pundit life and “good and dear friends.” Do you think or describe our relationship as high quality or a healthy and positive relationship? I have taught you and you have taught me a lot about life; how do I teach you to love? I am so near to blaming you for everything and feel I have to quiz you and test you to see if you have some psychological problem or need therapy. I said I reached by boiling point and if I had a girl or a new one; I am locking all the doors; I am so fed up and sick of this. You can blame who you want, do not ask me to fight your battles anymore while you feed them.

As I said to you, get some therapy; I am sick and tired of fighting your battles while you allow the images of sticking a knife in my back. I did not say you did, I said your friends did and why; and you act like some social idiot. Dr. Phil is a great person to get therapy or help from; specifically marriage and relationships. I do not and never have needed advice or help on this; you are overwhelmed and I have helped you as much as I can tolerate from you. I have some problems with your life Ann; but I am overwhelmed with problems in my own. How much worrying do you want from me or are asking? You and these people have a half ass fight going. Meanwhile, I got a terror cell and maniacs telling me they are not phony soldiers. Why the fuck is I in this situation and dealing with half ass or maniacs?

Ann, do you want me to stay with you and denigrate you daily or move on to a healthy and positive relationship with a real woman who has fight in her? Ann falls in her place when denigrated. She is going to get denigrated on this end; she thinks she is a crucified hero. Truth is I need a woman who has fight in her. Why would you suck up or suck them Ann, they denigrate you, can you tell me why you like abuse? Can you tell me why you like abuse from me? Is this your role or are you another nut case? I need someone with fight not a half ass coward. I throw machine gun lightning kicks and have the most deadly hand to hand combat strength, but I am a commando; I do not admire this and my carpet kitten. I can act as good as or better than Ann. Stop putting half ass people near me or with me.

I am reaching the point where I cannot tolerate you, the antics, the false rap about you being a tramp, the stalking, the prostitution of your life and name, etc… there are limits on things and life and if this is your way of pleasing your spouse, then you need to buy a book on marriage and relationship. I have told you so many times, I am only into marriage and family; what you and your terror gang or associates want from me; is not going to happen okay. You all are inferior and do not know what love is. You all are dysfunctional and do not even love yourself. What the hell is wrong with you all? Marriage and love is not the territory of an idiot.

Look, if I come to you and ask you to marry me; I am going to try to present myself in a little better predicament. I would clean up my reputation. I would take some steps to make sure nobody harms my family. I would read a book on marriage or love if I had problems or some issues. 10,000 lovers and admirers is wonderful. I am so glad for you, you must be some gem. I have created a lot of others and a few women who are becoming really good or as good as you. You are going off Niagara Falls in a barrel. There really is no point in doing so but some people think so. This problem is so bad I have told you to get help and therapy and understand how I feel or the mess you created. You asked me to fight your battles and I did; then you fed and clothed the people you claimed were doing it and I just stood and looked at you with a blank stare also. I said you were terrified of upsetting me and that is not true; or hiding something because you were afraid of upsetting me, also not true.

Why in hell are you cooing LA? Most if not all of this hype and tramp reputation originated there. It is really damaging to your own marriage you do understand this? It is all false but you need to figure out if you are going to make it a legal issue before you are fighting by yourself for invaded and conquered territory. You have fought my battles honorably and loved it; I have hated every single minute of fighting yours. Mine has nothing to do with boyfriends and lovers. Mine is strictly military, security, politics, history, and the Vietnam War; not lovers, friends, and salacious prostitution of someone I have feelings for. I am close to ending this fight and moving on. I am near that ledge. I tried to tell you how I was turning on you and blaming you; I have sought others or their opinions. Your Jerry Springer cheering crowd is going to ruin your life, are you an idiot? Have you lost your mind? Why in hell would you bring a Jerry Springer rowdy crowd in our life?

You need to read a book on marriage and love; I do not have time to teach your staff, close friends, deranged fans, promoters, publicists, media work mates, etc… I have my hands full with you. The worst part is they slobber over you and I am the real source and power. You are terrified of abandonment because you have issues and problems. I have never had problems in relationships only others who make problems. I am a magnet for insane women or pieces of crap. Why, I do not know but they take advantage of my kindness and how sweet I am. They are insane.

Sometimes taking them to court or suing the hell out of them is a way to tell me you are sorry or did not wreck our marriage. RonDog and this JeffersDodge were sending me video love letters to you and rubbing it in my face. Then they began to “censor” me as I said to cut off agreements due to the stalking problems. I am the security expert and I am the pro; you are not and if you do not listen to the warnings; you will be abandoned. Your nightmare will come true. Syncro is the most evil of all; he acts nice and lures victims in. Read the way he talks and acts, a predator, to lure a victim in and it is a murder plot; there is one almost every god damn month. RonDog is the fall guy or the scape goat; the village idiot. This Jim Robinson might be the Gramps on Texas Chainsaw, “famous Robinson family of Fresno.”

Now I am convinced you need to buy books on relationships, marriage, and love and be quizzed intensively to determine if you are nuts, insane, or have some psychological problem which prevents you from a normal life. If you want a boyfriend or a husband, to keep 20 years of this, the best way is to begin by acting like one or a great one! Note a great one because you are rubbing up on greatness and the frustration is unbearable. Your clan of cave bears is not liked. If you cannot recognize or see greatness; then do not act like you are the voice of it. Do not sneak in my life with this crap; it is now too late.

Running around and doing get together, dinners, etc… will feed the fire. They are also saying how you love to visit LA and party it up or have a blast dating each of them; so make your rounds, charge them for each ten minutes, etc… it will help your private life. Let them post pictures of you at family events and get together or send your life partner love letters and how much they profess their love for you; it is how a 50 yr old woman acts and not a 20 yr old one. The pictures are going to help your case a lot and will cause you to have a life of stories to explain. A lot of stories to explain; now we have and were on this topic before a massive attack came and I gave you 30 days and it did not let up either; it got worse.

You did not have to make it worse. Nothing has changed. Read a book on marriage or how to keep a man. I have cleaned up a lot of it, a lot and fought your battles. You have fought mine vigilantly and honorably; it made you a hero. I feel like crap and your fight is like helping a drug addict gets more drugs or a terrorist makes friends. Your Jerry Springer lifestyle and get together is bonkers. The pictures are totally bonkers. You need to take a course on love and marriage or family. They are jumping over chairs to get a shot or ruin your life so they can have dinner with you. One damn mistake while you are on parole can get you a lifetime of trouble. Hey I love the hell out of Ann and spent 20 years with her, but next time she sells me a car I have not driven in 6 years; put the wheels on even if they got stolen.

It took me 2 years to even talk about this because it hurt so badly and I had a mental blockage because of the pain and trauma from 1998 to 2005. Ann is still not even ready to talk about it; she is going to need therapy and help. Once I turn on her and leave; she is literally dead; you can only take so much backstabbing and betrayal. She cannot even talk about it and cried for months. I am not joking, it took two years just to talk about it and open up. Here is a big problem, she does not talk it with me even; I know when there is a problem; and she has not recovered and is able to talk or open up after severe trauma. A human being cannot take that level of abuse and loose their intended goal. I do not know what to do, I tried and tried to help her; she won’t talk to me and there is no person on this earth besides me. Whose private life did this affect?

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Listen to the Jerry Springer fans and stalkers; and then the pictures of you being prostituted just to sell books? Another one of Ann’s joke… just to win my heart which ends up pissing me off when they attack or get violent; are you serious Ann? Is this some joke like Sean and Rush or Maher and Jimmy? Or the Bob Guccione and Dinesh etc… the rage of making them hate you and chasing after the phony sex kitten? So I am going to let Ann and her Jerry Springer crowd in or in my life? Nice joke Annie! I am going to let Ann in? (Oh god damn… I did already; what the hell did I do and what the fuck have I done? How the fuck do I clean this shit up?) is this a woman begging for another chance or forgiveness, trying to apologize for the mess or all these marital problems? Is or can Dr. Phil help her?


To: library user
(Airs at 10AM ET here. Shoot. I missed it. hey air it one day after it’s taped? Wow.) Not to worry. A COMPLETE video of Ann's ENTIRE APPEARANCE on Dr. Phil will be posted (permanently) on the "AnnTV" channel at popmodal.com, some time later this evening -- thanks to the DILIGENT efforts of popmodal's founder, Mr. Jeffers Dodge. Popmodal.com is the CONSERVATIVE alternative to YouTube. Check it out!


Southern California's RonDog coordinated a group effort to support Ann. About thirty members of Free Republic showed up at the studios around 7:30 am. Jim Robinson, his wife Sheila, and thier son Chris came down from Fresno to join in. Also attending were a number of the Youngs Republicans from UCLA. Ann didn't have to want for more support. Thanks to RonDog, we had her back... FREEPERS invade Dr. Phil Show to Support Ann Coulter


(Driving liberals crazy.. And having fun doing it!)


Here's some more:
RonDog and Jeffers Dodge. That's Ann Coulter in the middle...
Ann and Syncro and some other guy.
Jeffers waving to me when I arrived upstairs.
This is our Girl!
Again...
These last two were taken when I was in Video Mode, so the quality isn't very good.
But the subjects rock!


I don't know what happened but one picture came out real BIG!
Here's Ann talking with people at breakfast.
Ann enjoying a picture taken by a fan.
Ann works the crowd downstairs.
Ann with the Young Republicans...the hope for conservatism.
Outside as Ann prepares to leave.
AND....Ann with The Spirit of Allegiance
Inside the FreepMobile on the way to see Doctor Fill


(Great pics, sure looks like you all had a blast! Btw, Ann seems like she has such a good heart.)
Yes, she does.
Thanks for stopping by this thread.
And, yea we had a great time!


He seems to be a real good friend of Ann's and I'm sure his new Conservative Video site PopModal is keeping him quite busy!
82 posted on Thursday, January 22, 2009 11:15:19 AM by Syncro (Ti Ming Is Necessary)



I want to see a comprehensive recall of every elected official serving in Sacramento. If something like that took place, we’d need plenty of good people. 83 posted on Thursday, January 22, 2009 11:17:57 AM by DoughtyOne (D1: Home of the golden tag line: If we are all equal, why was 01/20/09 a profound day in history?)


(Lets say she is not shutting him down) As for Ann, she hit the ball out of the park a few times. I thought she represented herself and our views quite well. After the program, Ann joined us for an early lunch at a local restaurant. We packed the place to overflowing. Ann mingles with the attendees. She posed for lots of pictures and talked to most of the people who attended.

Friday, January 23, 2009

WASTE ALL YOUR TIME AND MONEY ON THESE PEOPLE ANN: GOOD BYE

1/23/2009 10:46:48 AM Ann if you read this, I will try to save up what little money I have and buy you a book on relationship, love, and how to keep a man or build a healthy lasting marriage. I highly advise you to read this book and not delay studying it. You cannot continue to live the life of a 20 year old and run around the country with men while professing love to one after the other; or vice versa. It has to end and come to an end eventually. What much is left will remain a mystery; I wish not to know or find out as it is not a healthy and pleasant experience for anybody; you most of all. I am sorry for this and truly tried my best; almost loosing my own life as you did to the maniacal barbarism of the weak and the stupid. You find comfort with them and adjust well; you will do okay and will have a good future. I bid you farewell and the best of luck. If I make it myself, I will buy you these books on love, marriage, and family with the hopes that you can one day experience the gift of them and the lasting love of knowing your life were meant for a reason. I have and am angry with you but I know it is not your fault; your enemies have won and you must accept this. Their bite is just as big as yours and you must let go. When you are done bringing them to justice, let me know and I want to see them suffer so badly; I would renounce my own citizenship to get have this reality. The trip to LA was about Sean Hannity and even Rush Limbaugh and they are panicked and angry; waste all your time on them and keep this up. I will save my money up and buy you books on how to love or what love is; how to have a healthy marriage and keep a man. Farewell my love...

Thursday, January 22, 2009

SEE ANN THIS IS WHAT PISSES ME OFF AND HOW YOU INVITE DISASTER

Ann you need to know or learn how to manage a relationship. If not already then learn now. This pisses off who you are with okay, especially when they attack or harass the person who you claim to love.

1/22/2009 1:18:15 PM I am no longer going to defend you Ann or listen to you tell me about your deranged fans or how you are being stalked. Half the time I have to deal with the crap and the fans you say or tell me is doing this or that to you; then when I advise you to just cut off all agreements or not send the wrong message; you get me caught up and dealing with more than six months of this. I specifically told Ann to stop and end this stalker or deranged fan situation if she wanted me to protect her or have anything to do with her life. She told me all this stuff about the FReep and Kaus or this LA thing; which is okay if it is not the ones who are doing it or causing this stalker and problem in her personal life. It is all coming from LA too. Now she goes and tells me one thing and either smooth it over or whatever. I am no longer going to protect you Ann; unless or until you figure out how to manage your fans, deranged fans, stalkers, me and your private life, etc… in the end, it is me who pays for your bad decisions and “flirting with disaster and danger.” Don’t ask me anymore for help with your boyfriends. This is why they are doing it.

It can cause any man to leave you and to wish for a person who does not have this reputation and feeds it. For the past 3 or 4 months, I have advised you of Freep and RonDog and a few others; trying to profess their love and how it is linked to Rush or Sean; so do not ask me anymore of this. You say we are life partners and now I have to deal with this crap and it is enough to take it on you or blame you. You have some special relationship with them; this is why they are blocking me or telling me to get lost or kick me off all these web sites, hack my computer, etc… yet they know nothing about you or I; they were sending you love letters and videos and I told you to stop this immediately because they were doing it to spite me and to suggest you were a tramp and with them or had some secret life. I am glad you are going to clean up the Maher problem but do not ask me anymore for help with your deranged or wild boyfriends and have me listen to their fantasy affairs and rendezvous with you. They were causing this anxiety and you should have told them the party is over. You are some investment or commodity, a love slave.

More of this confusion from Ann:

http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-news/2169069/posts
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A LETTER TO MY SWEETHEART UNDER HARD TIMES AND ATTACK (JAN 22, 2009)

1/21/2009 8:27:38 PM Ann, if and when you read this; set up things for me sweetheart so I can collect your communications all at once okay. Like before, they cut the phone lines so we cannot call the outside world or talk. They will close in on you if and when they do this. This is how they operate. They did this before. So they are coming in on you; keep you armor on and always have your pistol and gun. When this changes I will notify you; they are moving after you went on the Rush Limbaugh show. Rush has now ran to Sean quickly. Sean has said his web guy took us out. So maybe they share the same cyber terror guy. It is just like before sweetheart and I will get you out of this. Go after Maher and nail him so you can clean this up. I have Rush and Sean on the run also; keep the pressure up on them. I cut all communications off with them and began the war crimes trial based on the Nuremberg Trials in 1945. I am talking to the FBI and I hope they have my back and a SWAT team I asked for; they may try to make a move on me to stop the arrest and prosecution; another false arrest. I hope they are ready this time to take them out.

I spoke to a few Generals; they trust my leadership. I told them to watch and learn from me; I move the pieces very quick and when an enemy is out there and wanting a fight; I put them in a cross fire or a trap they cannot escape. They trust me and said they are observing. They know the kill switch strategy was risky and I said; I know; I pulled it out to use it at a critical moment. I got more; relax. Rush was causing me to expend too much ammo on his self advertisement; so I have cut off all communications; if you want to pressure him go ahead okay. I told the Generals to let Israel and Iran bluff and I will use a cross fire technique on them. When I want an answer, they will give me an honest one. If I have their file and know what they are up to; they can play all these games to get to some point; but make sure the cards are not thrown down on them. If it is; they will die in battle; all of them. We can hold them for crimes against humanity or espionage now; or later. It is up to them. I encourage them to play our bluff.

I want them to believe I have broken their communications lines Ann and know everything. My goal is to tell them; like Venona, the Black and Purple boxes, and crucial war time code breaking; they need to work and scramble to see how good they are. Let them worry and piss in their pants. Then throw out tidbits occasionally; I sent out this idea to make them worry about more tricks and stupid games. They are attacking me at this time; so they are coming for you okay. Relax and I will get you out of this; go into high alert mode and carry your weapon and armor always until I notify and contact you. They have some type of spending proposal, Collins (Republican) and Brown (Democrat) of 2 billion for a local stimulus they are hitting Obama up for; so this is how they are trying to act important. They have no idea it is a trap.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

ANALYSIS OF THE VIEW, HUCKABEE, AND COMMIE HERALDO (FRIENDS)

1/13/2009 4:06:35 PM I have told Ann and informed her she is in a ring of fire and surrounded by corruption; no less the same as myself. She was told to make it to the perimeter before the doors are locked and shut. We have to weld the doors until we can reach another level and achieve a level of goals. So once that door is shut and locked; she has to decide who she wishes her friends to be and who she will become. That was the situation she was in and the door were shut and locked on her because of a refusal to make it out or shut the gates. She was told of the surge of attacks, the near panic and counter attacks, the cyber attacks, and the full menu by the terror plotters which she could awaken badly and at a very bad time. If she is going to disrupt and be uncooperative while the terror suspects and her own kidnappers run circles in her life, then the doors have to be locked and sealed. She is gone and one of them; they have her blackmailed or trumped where her options are limited.

Ann is taking too many chances and making too many mistakes. There is a lot of pride and honor to see who can get the best of whom. Who can cause the most problems for whom? Who can attack whom and for what reason. That is the ring of fire. That is the terror plot. That is the duality. That is the insanity. Dealing with her 10,000 fans and enemies on her golden stink fest is not a pleasant experience and has not been; yet she manages to keep others focused and in their place somehow. Ann manages to push things and sour relationships while being able to keep others focused or loyal. Professional is one thing; dishonesty in relationships is another whole matter. She was given proper warning and told to take immediate actions which became a sluggish appeal and some contest with insane terrorists. If she is going to take these chances; at least fight on the side rescuing her and providing her aid and comfort.

If she abandons them she looses. If she stays, she will do so with honors and act as some mediator. She was told to come out of the house and she refused and the doors and gates were shut to prevent further damage. It is an open door policy while in a state of war. Now they are asking for ransom and in the last leg of the terror plot. She is no longer acting on their behalf. They no longer trust her. The only thing she can do or become is a bargain chip which is what this sounds like; maybe some threat or blackmail as she was describing but refused to say fully. There was some sort of impropriety. The problem with this low quality are slaves who want to subordinate us and sign us up or claim we wish to sign up for; nobody signs up for this. As slaves they no less can tell right from wrong, only blame if things go wrong for them. Ann’s problem is she keeps saying five more minutes and likes to work at the last minute or under extreme dangers; she cannot deal with the results of risk taking however.

She is tied up in some financial scheme where dependency prevents her from actions or swift action. She either owes a debt or is entangled over her head but immediate exit is not possible without some negative impact or punishment. Maybe a contract dispute or some friendship issue? She is chained and unable to run for the doors before harm occurs; she wants more fighting and more controversy. Mostly, she wants her name and reputation back on a different term. I had told her story and she did squat and minimal action; but the change was total reversal overnight for some. Right now she is too dependent on certain people who are behind the attacks but she no less cares or wishes to do anything about it. Is she whining? Is she a victim? Is she winning? Are they dumb and stupid? The gates have to be shut and she must run for the doors before it is too late or get caught behind enemy lines and locked in. You cannot tell who is doing what now because of her. They are all dependent and exploiting each other badly. There is a lot of anger and resentment. There are murder plots and kidnappings. There is a lot of insanity going on in her ring of fire and her acceptance of it.

The way Ann has been acting suggests she is too greedy and wishes to win it all using risk taking even commandoes would not rationalize. She has proven she wants to take a bullet for these people and they admire and exploit her for this. Winning it all and the approach is causing a lot of discontent on all sides but is now about pride and conviction. It is off the scale insanity when it is linked to a terror plot and ransom. It is confusion when you cannot tell who is shooting at whom or why. Sometimes to win it all you have to be quiet and surprise someone. Being confrontational and a victim is not a winning strategy, it never has. It is like Rambo in Somalia.

Ann doing shows is not a problem. Her support staff hiding her work or directing it to web sites or pawning her star influence is. If they benefit and create and open door to attack; the moat will be lifted and the doors sealed and locked shut with her in there with them to fight it out. Life moves on. She should have ran or emailed them immediately before things got worse for everyone. She should have taken steps to not be exploited and a victim. She should take steps to not earn a name like Bhutto and her corrupt husband. One email would have settled the score quickly and stopped the attacks or cyber terrorism of her protection racket. It is crystal clear she is guilty. She is not behind it or doing it; but she is keeping the door open while we are locking it and sealing it so nobody can come in or out. Ann is crazy but it is for a good cause; right now she is entangled with very bad people who strike out and plot her demise. They are the terror network we have been working on. They are behind the numerous attacks which is now a private matter to remain in her close circle of friends and decide who she can speak to or get information from.

If they test her loyalty or stupidity; then equal inflection must be put on Ann. If they exploit her voice or relation to further this terror network or strike out at the source; then Ann must be grounded. However, she is not very good at this and is accustomed to taking orders for feeling pain from those who she loves and exerts pressure on her. So when her staff exploits her voice or furthers this corruption and protection racket; Ann gets grounded. If she ignores the warnings, then measures are propagated until she grabs the horse by the head and bites it until it bleeds. If she cannot put the brakes on then she is destined for the cliff or isolation, twenty years of work and love lost due to pride and a few misfit friends. Hey a few bucks are worth it. It shows us the level of stupidity and the lack of strategic thinking involved or the poor quality described by a cop like government attitude of some right wingers. They get very little results or total destruction with too much work and effort. Welcome back to the management of the Cold War where you cannot even trust the one you sleep next to. A lot of people blamed the Caucasians for creating a massive mess of this world; she is trying the same mindset by riding two waves this time. I would suggest trying to be a normal and likeable person; but it is an act to see if it works and who it draws in. It is marked poor quality and low government standards; the era of racial division. Ann is surrounded by hate groups who like her message but hate her private life or her true identity.

Ann feels she is some sort of New Age leader and has ultimate power over everybody; who is fine on a professional level; but not a private one. This is about her staff, their protection racket, them exploiting and blackmailing her, and their incentives to make more money off her when she is gone. Now they wish to work together or do more terrorist hits and cyber attacks on us which is a serious charge on Ann Coulter and her staff. It is almost an act of war if it was not a private affair and involving those who claimed to be her friends and stalkers. So she is not a victim, she likes to swim in the sewer and have her way. She knows they can black mail her. She knows she can be culpable. She knows she can take them over the edge. She knows they are after her now.

Ann knows she cannot please all parties in this. She just wants to win at all cost and swim in the sewer again for her own pride and personal satisfaction; it is her private life and her support, her chosen helpers; not the shows or interviews. The attacks are used for opportunity to stay and not be fired as close friends who conspired her ruin and misery; unless they profited by her seduction of them. This is a fight between a spouse and her friends and sidekicks; all of whom have stalked her and tried to rape her. She loved it enough to go back to them or only want to look in their eyes and play more games with her enemies. They cyber attacks are getting so persistent now and the source is the police. There is a secret army on me and it has to do with her videos. Her videos, Lisa, and Rush not leaving the circle of fire; and he way they do this is to terrorize others or attack them in the night. These people and the other side are very forceful and demanding people and their way of business is to sneak up at night or when others sleep. The denial of service and blocking internet is just a harassment tactic by the police to get work from us while we beat them back also. They no less can produce but they do not want to be blamed for the poor quality and shabby work evident. It is the police and it has to do with those close to Ann staying and not leaving when asked; the stalker.

As her life partner, two or three deranged stalkers were enough; crying fits was enough; them attacking and constantly attacking her family or kids was enough; she being exploited and stalked by them was enough; keeping tabs and forming a terror network of corruption was enough; so causing problems for her family or loved ones is not number one on Ann’s mind at this time nor is their welfare. Ann is willing to risk everything to get everything back; but the road traveled is not on her mind. This is about her private life which is mismanaged and filled with vicious hate groups, stalkers, corruption, destructive pictures, destructive relationships, pure exploitation, and fires that burn wild and carried by the wind. Now you know Ann Coulter and her world; yet she said it was a firewall for those she loved and cared for. Someone and somebody is lying and while nobody knows, the attacks and deranged stalker or kidnapping burns cherry red.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

DEAR B.H.O. (THE GREATEST PREZ IN THE WORLD HAS EVER SEEN) MY TAKE ON THE SPENDING BUDGET

1/10/2009 4:02:46 PM The best way to prevent being a military target or involved in the profiteering of a terror plot is to turn down the gratuity and request loan payments. However, any acceptance of money with the intention of profiteering will with 100 per cent guarantee conspiracy charges and an act of war on the country. We did not get a dispersement sheet yet so we cannot confront the terror plotters and the recipients; loans to supplement a refusal will be provided; refusal to assist can lead to severe punishments and cause treason charges. We do not have the data sheet and what they have in store for us yet so we cannot make out or made out with what they are flashing. If they want to finger us or why we are poor, liberals, etc… then it will not work either.

Let us see what they have for us and how much fight they got. They seem to indicate how blood will be in the streets if they act or do not act; a stalemate. So we need to have the financial and how much each boss is asking from the federal government; what are the locales asking for and how much will they be given. We ask that anyone with looted material from dead people to please return it and will set up a check point to ensure none of them get away. It is similar to a riot and looting; we all can win. So we need to know how much they are asking for and how much was returned. We do not want anything from the bail out or the spending trillions; just our share for a strong future and nation. So we ask for the requested amount first before we know how much they made out with us.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

DEAR BHO (THE PRESIDENT OF THE USA) THE NEW SPENDING PLAN PROPOSED

1/8/2009 12:15:19 PM Dear BHO; I myself want to extend my best wishes to your announcement of this spending plan. Right now and with the near break down of government, we see and recognize the reasons or the causes of this political crime spree. Therefore, utilizing each and every tax dollars to its maximum and to kick out corruption, crime, and stamping out this fire was a magnificent move of any commandant. We have not gone through the details of the spending plans and measures; but I know it will bring many smiles to the faces of people who currently are afraid of their own government and how their money is being maximized. You are proving to be a very strong choice for this country and this will become our legacy.

Each and every dollar should be used to stamp out crime, corruption, and this political crime spree. I highly recommend each and every Congress member to support your flagship of hope and change. I feel it will help and assist to restore local integrity and national defense and security during a time which is crucial to national security. Every dollar is going to national security and each dollar is being used to strengthen the country five and ten years down the road. We do need to act and act immediately to stop the destruction of this country. The role of government is solely based on the immediacy of your actions and what impacts will result as people feel good about themselves and others. We have the enemy on the run and terror plots almost gainfully arrested. Now that is freedom and the ultimate expression of the dollar.

We would also like you to consider tax cuts for industries that show high prospect of growth and greater supply and demand for national security long term strength. By allow the dollar to work for us; we can restore both the trust in government and stamp out this political crime spree afflicting the local and grass roots efforts. So we value the approach you have proposed and I am sure it will be met with tremendous amity during this hard time and crisis. We will also need spatial time lines and a business plan much like a five or ten year plan; how much debt or loss to purchasing power will we need to forfeit for this particular first defibrillation of the banking industry. It is a clear sign of reformed banking policies which led to this situation. We need more strong thinkers and personalities such as Bush and yourself.

There are a lot of problems with government at this time and a lot of need for the right government as well; you are showing this commitment and progress to this end point or daily mission. You will also come to realize that government employees are committed to principle and loyal service; so they recognize good and high quality government service. I wish you the best of luck with your pre-release of this budget and fiscal spending plan while we are working on a few other problems. The greenback is back in the saddle again and you will be the best President we have ever had to bow down to. Congress is eager to restore the greenback and spend our way out to nowhere because the bus to the consequences cannot be stingy to the idea of bad government. We also think we have pinned down and can hold down this terror and communist plot while reinforcements arrive to finish up the job. We do not think they will try anything or make any move in front of our very eyes.

(hi Ann!) I love her...

Saturday, January 3, 2009

ANN I HAVE GOOD INTENTIONS AND AM A GOOD PERSON, PLEASE... STOP

1/3/2009 11:16:18 PM Ann, when they put a gun to a little girl’s head, walk away and let them win. Just shut your damn trap okay; the girl is helpless, she needs help. Learn to control your mouth and calm the situation. If you do not know how, let me handle it and let me deal with homicidal maniacs. I have a lot of problems with you and the “wired jaw” remark or how you people disgust me. Let them win if they have a gun on a little girl, walk away god dammit . Do you understand me or can you hear me? You are too inferior for this job and living your life through me. You are no military leader; please I beg you, let me feel them and read them; please, I am so disgusted with our life and my intentions are to only love you if I can; please hear me. Is this your unity or misunderstood orders again? Shut your mouth and walk away from a fight when they have a gun to a little kid or innocent people. I do not know what the fuck is wrong with you people or your god damn race; it is all about your pride and your mouth. YOUR MISERY AND ATTITUDE ...ME. IT WAS HELL FOR SIX MONTHS AND YOUR STAFF ALSO!

I WAS KIDNAPPED AS A PRIZE FOR SOMEONE: WHY AM I NOT ENJOYING THIS ANYMORE?

1/3/2009 6:30:32 PM Ann I want you to recognize you have my work and are using it to benefit. Ann, I need to know what is wrong with you okay. There is something wrong and I know this. Tell me what the problem is sweetheart.

I also want you to know you gave this work to our enemies and a communist and terrorist cell; although you are doing what you can to hurt them deliberately for exploiting my work. You got to know how to fight and when the kicks and punches are coming. Tell me what is wrong and what the problem is Ann; I am worried about you. It is like my little sister and me getting mad at her.

I want you to recognize they are coming to me and telling me I do not know who my enemies are and how you are with them. They see you as their girlfriend and you told me they abused you; now you are going back to them while they tell me I beat my wife.

I want you to recognize I have been in the field with no support, no medical care, my funds cut off, and my entire world turned upside down while you and these people are perfumed and sitting pretty with hot showers. You expect me to carry this on for another ten years with no time line or either your poor quality of work or very little results. It is upsetting. It sends the wrong message. It says something about you people and how you do business. You insist how you deserve love and are so much better then the rest and you all state how we must stay together or else we will not win this war.

I want you and all of these people to recognize and admit your malfunction. How you make poor followers and worse leaders. The quality and the level of stubborn is a big gap. You expect people to do things while you do not expect to do it yourself. What result you get is from someone else or very little. We are fighting like hell and getting the necessary results with the least amount of error, what is the malfunction with these people?

I have people barking down my ear how I do not even recognize the enemy and know who it is. It really fucks with my mind okay. I complain, I demand results, I ask if these people are retarded or do not recognize high quality, and I ask if anybody has figured out their malfunction or what is wrong with them. It is like a colony of cannibals and leaders who ate mad cow and now stare back asking if they are forgiven.

Ann, it feels like a relationship where we go up and down now. I do not know if we will ever be together or why. It feels like I have to come to terms with this and how you symbolize it. You claim they are your enemy. They claim you are their girl. You go back to them which make me think you get abused and want to return to your abusive boyfriend; it messes with my head. Worse, they use it against me and tell me to show them proof they were wrong. Why don’t they go and ask you or you ask them.

This is why you go so far with me and sink to the bottom. I cannot tell if my life is cursed now? Is it cursed with you or without you? You tell me you are going to fix it when I can fix this real easily by putting them on their knees. If I can get the funds, I would sue the hell out of them and make them answer up and pay up. There is no excuse for this poor quality of work and this breach in trust.

Ann I am trying to teach you something called “diminishing returns.” You cannot fight all of them and keep fighting your entire life while you loose what they know you want. Their game is to take what you truly want to reduce your fight and they almost did. Now I put that back and you still are not able to recognize the principle of diminishing returns; there is no way to teach this; it is intuition and also instinct. You listen to animals, listen to the ground, you feel the voice of God talking, and you close your eyes to feel your way. It is the difference between thinking you has a punch and getting kicked by a spinning kick trying to launch it. It is foolish to even try.

You and all these other people want to keep up with me. You and some of these people who have me under surveillance have a problem with their self esteem and feel they have to match or keep up. You have to accept sometimes a secondary or subordinate role. You might not be able to kick and punch so well; but you have to let those who can fight take over where you left off. You have to know the point of diminishing returns. Let someone else fight your fight; I do not even ask you to fight mine now and never have but you do not understand the laws of diminishing return; I have to tell you enough or how displeased I am. How unsatisfied I have become involved in this matter and with my work in the hands of people using it back on me because of their star power or fame.

I do not know whose voice and whose fight you have now. It makes you throw your arms in the air and wonder. It makes you feel you want to prove you can do better or do not know when to quit. In a fight you have to know when to quit, these people have mad cow disease, they do not. They have not met others who will break their arms or employ deadly submission holds on them. They just want to punch and kick their way to the top and do a bang up job. I do not know how to deal with it and how to deal with the feelings I am getting. Is this collective suffering where we all have to suffer because high quality work is out of reach?

Ann, my confidence in you is slipping and I have no control over it. See, you do not care and are living a perfumed life and with hot showers. Me I have been here for ten years on the edge of falling off and with no support. It feels like you or others are using it back on me. As if the truth chips away at me and the more I push into it, the more you chip away at me. Am I being punished by someone I care for and love and why? Why are you punishing me? Let someone fight your fight do not let them claim to be your boyfriend, abuse you, and then go back to them. How am I to feel? I am not sure who the fool is. I am not sure who is being embarrassed or made to feel embarrassed.

I detect a problem and a severe one. It is not my voice or how I operate either. It is not my fight so maybe someone can key in on it and determine how I am supposed to deal with this and you’re insisting on returning. I was brought up to get used to this and it sucks. Just do it right the first time and know when to stop or when to walk away. If you want to hurt them then hurt them but do not let them use it back on me as you have.

I would love to escape and kick my kidnappers out of my life; you want to return and go back to them and that is why I get disgusted. I would love to make them fix and restore my life now or in twenty four hours or face a massive billion dollar lawsuit and death penalty charges.

Do I see this happening? Why? The work I see is crap, junk and it has an affect on me. I hate these people. I hate low quality work. I hate people who do not know how to fight and cannot walk away; there are spin kicks, submissions, weapons, tornado kicks, and all sorts of deceptions; you can get drawn in and set up, etc… you can do so much and have to decide when enough is enough and walk away. It is going to add to more and more problems.






1/3/2009 8:23:41 PM Ann, before you tell me you love me or how great our life will be after twenty years, I need you to answer these questions and not pussyfoot around them with good excuses or arguments. I do not like mind games at such close proximity and in my love life. It feels like one of us is having a little too much fun with their disposition while the other is constantly complaining about the other. Why are there so many complaints? Why do I have all these stalkers on me telling me to beat it? Why is your staff in my life causing problems? Why am I complaining to you all the time now? Did you do something wrong Ann?

My analysis is as follows. I do not think Ann wishes to win this and if she does she wants to make sure we walk away with the maximum injuries and stories. I also think she wants people to criticize me how I want her to take care of me now that she collected on my generous offerings. I did most of this work; she became the voice of it. If one thing happens or if one of their attacks is successful; I am not the one who can spew out the insults and have cocktails with the enemy. If they get prosecuted and retaliate or have their operation shut down; the one who stands the most risk is I. Ann is still going to have her nice warm showers and cocktail parties. She is still going to have dates lined up with her enemies. It sounds to me she is saying “stop complaining” and “move on” but is ignoring how poor the quality of work is. It feels like someone saying “stop complaining” you got what you wanted. We are all suffering now.

Ann is taking these risks now and is the voice for someone, it is not me. She is trying to impress someone other than me. She is not contributing to the work I have listed and outlined her; it is someone else’s work or some other work. That is what I am concerned about; who is she trying to impress? It used to be tolerable but now it is a way to criticize who she is truly. It feels like a confession. It feels as if she played along and is asking if I can play along with her for as long as it takes for me to change like her. It feels like she is using the situation to change me and to calibrate to her life. We have been in the field for ten if not twenty years; what more does she want and ask? I am already fatally wounded and pinned down; one emergency and that is it; does not that effect her management style?

Does that not make Ann worry about who she loves or wishes to be with? If there is a problem, why doesn’t she just say so and explain? It feels like she is using the attacks and kidnappings to make me like her; even if she was not behind it. I am beginning to believe the enemy and how there is a lot of poor quality and blame to be passed around, right Ann? It is dangerous when I begin to believe the enemies. They will burn their house down with me or her in it. Need she do this also? How long does she expect people to be in the field and whose orders is she taking? Is she trailing or leading when she goes to these cocktail parties and dinners? Who is having fun here with the situation and matter and who is enjoying this a little too much?

It feels like she is doing this to win an image of not whining or complaining and it is to declare victory among her own circle of friends; that which I am not part of. She is plugged into someone or something where she has to take my gains and use it on them or to impress them more. So when they tell me “you do not know your own enemies” I believe them. I feel it and it is hard to tell is Ann is making me believe it or believe her. It feels like she makes no effort but made an effort to win my heart. Look what she is doing now and what the effects are. It feels as if she had been lying or had played along only. Now she is saying, “Do you like who I am now?” Am I more attractive and love now? Maybe I am loosing my mind but Ann likes to mess with people’s head; it is how she challenges them and gets her kicks. She does this with me also. This is how she plays games and how she wins things in life.




1/3/2009 9:07:13 PM I used to not pay attention to Ann and she was obsessed with giving me attention. Now I have to and did pay attention to her and I either do not like what I see or feel she did something wrong. She makes me get the idea she is guilty of something and avoiding me and her enemies have figured her out. I did not have to give her attention; she gave me all the attention. After I was taken out for five years and she had such a vast rise; I have to give her attention now and do not like her or who she is. That is my dilemma and I feel like I am loosing my mind and trapped with someone who causes me a lot of pain.

It is hard to see everybody worship her knowing it is my work and how they glamour her while she tries to manage me as if I was a fan she and her staff happened to stumble upon one day. Now when she goes off on her own; I get disgusted at what I have to hear or listen to and ask myself why I am now giving her so much attention and hate what I see? It was so much easier when I paid her no attention and was kidnapped or in prison fighting for my life. Now I am saying “yes she has been with me for twenty years and I do not know if she is a good spouse.” She feels she is super important and I try to support her while give her more and more; but it seems like it come back and is used against me by her staff and all my enemies.

I feel like I created some self enemy by creating Ann. I might have set the bar too high and asked her to jump it. I might have put pressure and demanded so much from her she cannot meet it. I might have done this to her and gave her no attention before. I am very critical and am always reevaluating things. I do things right on the first try or first run; rarely do I make mistakes. I think I might have messed Ann up and she tries too hard or shut things out. Like I said, it is easier when I give her no attention; then she wants attention and I cannot stand the mess and the circumstances so I yell at her to clean it up or make this or that change and she likes the mess. She loves the stalkers and her life; she laughs it off with such ease. She is not cool like me. She is not the rocker or the soldier. She is not the guy who rides wheelies around town or has people admire him because he is good at everything; so she tries to look for ways to impress me or wants me to like her. She knows I am gifted at everything and was kidnapped as some prize; is she the recipient?

Ann is a genius but I am a natural; everything comes in easily even thinking and war. Nothing fazes me and nothing scares me. What scare me are retarded people and jackass losers. What scares me is Ann while she admires and has a crush on me for my entire life. I do 500 push ups and she reads 500 pages, get it? She knows I have shut others out because of how my life turned and she opens up hers. It is getting to a point where everything she does no longer impresses me and feels fake. She knows I am gifted and have been mentally and physically. If Ann Coulter has kissed my ass all my life, then I have to have something going for myself even if I was kidnapped and my life stolen by some retarded homicidal maniacs. I am almost homicidal by the entire matter. This is the risk with living with dirt stupid and worthless losers. Now when I need her after this ordeal, she goes and flaunts it as if I treated her like a dork or ignored her before. It makes me think she did it or enjoys the power over me. Am I noticing too much and my antennae too powerful?

I used to talk sense in her and now do not want to give her attention but am forced to again and again. Why does she wish to implant the idea I must hate my spouse or hate women? I feel like she is doing this to me and communicating this. I have super sensitive intuition and pick up on the slightest noise; Ann screams yells and makes so much noise it messes with people’s minds. This is why we are not good together; as a commando I close my eyes and blank my mind; I am forced to be a disciplined soldier and to be humble in battle; to know when the enemy is on the run and when to make no noise. I get frustrated with Ann all the time now. I get the feeling she is enjoying this too much but wants me to give her attention.

Life is easier if I do not give her any attention or have to listen to what she has to teach me; it is how awful women are, how much they lie, how bad human beings get, etc… I have had so many people try to build some ultimate messiah and I am so fed up with the poor quality and insanity of these people; I see Ann doing it now and try to not give attention to her or fight it. I am constantly fighting the mind games she plays and I have to ask if she did anything wrong. It is such a struggle with her and she wants to be so accessible to others thinking it will boost mine or her life. She thinks I want to give her more and more attention when my feelings become more and more confused. I FEEL LIKE A HOOKER. I AM SUPPOSED TO BE MAXIMUM AGGRESSIVE AND CONFIDENT.

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My name is Alex. I am the father of both cyber and satellite warfare. I was retired from the US Army at a very young age. Life has been grand I think. I love a girl named "GOO" who I have not seen in over 7 years, I hope to find her again one day. My book, which may end up several books is called "Cyber and Satellite Warfare, By Way of Insanity" will be out soon. It is the last book anyone will need to read. They began as military manuals and transgressed to just a good read. I am the real and authentic father of both cyber and satellite warfare and this is as real as it will ever get. What you are reading are only several chosen chapters out of hundreds of chapters. Specifically, this book was written between 1989 and 1998 while in college and while in my mid twenties. I am in my mid 30s now. I am not sure if I will write a biography, I want to wait and include someone in it, it is boring now. CLICK ON FULL PROFILE FOR MORE READING. Right now we are trying to lock them up and issue the death penalty on all of them.