ANNIE, WHAT ARE YOU A REAL WIDOW? IF YOU WANT A CONGRESSIONAL MEDAL OF HONOR, I RECOMMEND YOU OBTAIN AND MAINTAIN GOOD RELATIONS WITH YOUR FUTURE ...

As my partner in 1998, I told you we were in danger, being hunted, and to disperse while I figured something out. I told you to hide and move on until I knew it was safe. My focus was your safety and I chose a girl to test this. She turned out to be the best and hottest on the entire east coast (Lori Settnek from Pittsburgh). She fell in love with me on day one and dropped her bikini in a private room of the bar. She told me she had been waiting for two years because I went there in 1998 for the summer but did not return in a Seabring convertible. My body was phenomenal then and perfect. Then the attacks came.

Did I shatter your life so you went home not knowing what to do? Sounds like you are dealing with a major heartbreak, a major heartbreak. If so I am sorry, please; it was so dangerous. I told you they were waiting for you to show up and was hunting you. I asked Lori to get a place and I would live with her at the beach so I could escape and she said ok. She was being attacked at the time also and had that look of love in her eyes and despondent; almost surrender because of bad things going on.

I knew you were and are a coward trying to prove yourself. You have the cancer Ann and you are love sick. Our relationship has a terminal disease and you want me to watch you die. You want love and to hold onto... not turned away. You messed up and are dying; as I had said. You are too much of a coward to tell me; so you create controversy to avoid it. I am glad Ron died Ann and if you and him were lovers; you ended it finally. I will desecrate your lovers grave or your "play husband and mutual stalker." Women told me you like to keep men around you. You know you have to tell me and I can bring it out. Annie, do you honestly think I was happy to read about you and Ron Silver? Were you hurt and seeking revenge because I was engaged to a super model and a perfect 12 platinum blond beach babe who was asking me she wants to be a housewife and be a soccer mom? We are talking super duper knock out, no match of any woman on earth. Now do you like to be hurt? If you are hurt, then do not hurt back... admit it or prove it. Annie, you are playing with champions and perfectionists; back off or tell the truth.

More worries and more problems because of your stupid decisions in 1998. I do not believe a married man was this close to a young single woman in the city. Do you honestly think this is good news? You love men who help you and you love to keep it secret. This matter is deteriorating quickly and you will sit there and let the lovers or friends in your life die off and I will never know. Do you have any guilt or only unapologetic? Definitely a trophy, hands down. Why did he stay with his wife if this was a scandal; and why would you or I? Are you mad I told you to go as my partner and forgot to say you were in love and serious? Lori is a perfect 12 knockout, a genetic perfection and personality perfection. You are acting like a lap dog hurt and trying to hurt back. Were you hurt I was engaged and left you? Always rich men or jews, always. You are playing with a champ Annie and you will get hurt; now fess up immediately.

What other secrets do you have or not telling? You told me you are no angel, right? Annie, what did I say when I told you to write and clear this up. Now, I know why you are waiting so long and will not even write me or make a move. You are waiting for the men in our life to die off. I will be honest with you Annie, I am not stupid and I do not trust you. I am sorry, but you need to make an effort. The Maher thing was bad; then while I was helping you and trying to build good relations; you pulled the Jimmy Norton issue. You and me are so far apart, yet you keep telling me how close we are and insist we have so much and we do not. You sound like a widow and had an affair. You two sound married; but this is not me. If you ask me, I felt you were damned and wanted to test whether or not you could seek salvation because of your theology class for women. It is fucking annoying. You never told me he was stalking you because he was not, it was mutual. MUTUAL.

Now you are ready for a relationship because the person was sick and died off. This is what I mean Annie; and you expect a deep love and rewarding marriage? You have lost your mind; bone blitzed crazy and everybody knows this. So you came to DC, sat on your ass while our relationship went to shit and are doing it again and writing stuff which makes it worse and worse. Do you think you are insane or deeply in reality Ann? This is a yes or no; was Ron in love with you because he was stalking you to DC? I had thought the West Wing was for me because of the timing and issues; like someone talking to me. And you sound unapologetic and sad but need me. I am so confused and you are no honorable person. Do you want to build a relationship or wreck it? Why did you wait until he was dead to tell me or keep this secret as if nobody knew.

If you rely on other men then keep them. Do not avoid me to profess love, you are insane. You said nothing to me either. Nothing. Do you think I trust you? Honestly, as insane as you are and how you instigate me to put me in despair while you act despondent after? Are you serious or another clown. I am going to have to let you go if you do not patch up relationships. I will revoke your medal of honor nomination if you keep more secrets, suspend matters immediately. I have been very patient and you seem not to care or feel apologetic for hooking me. You cannot even hold good relations with a life partner because you are running with married men mutually and others; then telling me they stalk you or how you hate them. This I had no idea and you never even mentioned.

This is why you went overboard to prove yourself. To wash your hands of pre 2001 problems and your secret life. I have no idea who you are and why you are trying to profess love of me or for me as some trophy. You have more time logged with other men and married men than me; how come Clinton did not sniff you out or did you torment Ron Silver also? Let the Clinton's and Billary Maher answer for you. Why didn't they sniff this out or did they (Giraldo's place... was Ron Silver's pad). Why didn't your enemies pick this up or report it if there was dirt on you or are they protecting you? How much time do you have logged with this man? Do not tell a man stalking you to DC you need a Christmas tree. That is what a man and wife does.

Did you go through the motions of having an affair or secret affair but did not have sex with any man? You have a lot of time logged with a lot of men before I was arrested and then you went crazy to prove yourself because I cut you loose and moved on. Why did you wait and why did you create so much controversy in your love life? Did you cover up or trying to win me back because you messed up badly? If you lie to me and if I catch you lying, I will rock your world, I am disgusted with you again. I have nothing to be jealous about? You are no angel? Are you disappointed? Annie, you are not that hot... you cannot be acting this way or abusing privileges like this and expect something good from it.

I hurt you badly didn't I? I have super models interested in me who are homey and do not flaunt or upset men like you do. Do you hear me, you are not that great and I am trying to understand you. You are a train wreck in the making... why did they let this slip Annie? Are they blackmailing you or was Ron Silver? You pretend as if you are not trying and are so desperate; I have to put you in your fucking place and tell you to knock it off or I will leave. You are not trying or are you insane and lost it?